Come Away With me

Shhhh.. Don't speak till you read. Don't judge till you judge yourself.
Just a place for me to speak freely without anyone breathing down my neck
and just judging who I am and what I write about.
If you do have something to say nonetheless then I shall listen. :]

For a more photographic blog do hop over the links and click on 'My Tumblr Blog'.

So Come Away With Me to my side of the story and hear me out.
Natalie Law

Come Away With Me, 10:08 PM, Thursday, January 28, 2010

Next Issue

The next post on my tumblr blog would be a small little thing I asked my closest friends to do for me. Its my way to see how people see my in their own perception. Good or bad it doesn't matter. I want them to be honest and truthful. Screw all the nice talks but instead talk the truth? Yeah. I wanna know myself better. I wanna change to be better and move forward. So I need a lil help from my friends to give me an idea cause most of the times I don't know what am I doing or why I do certain things. If I can't accept how people truly think about me I think I'm not as flexible and adaptable as I think I am. People may think why am I doing this. Its my issue and its one of the way to get to my issues. You might find it pathetic will I am in person. I'm also a person who is blur enough to not know when my words can be so hurtful to some of my close friends. :] So yeah. Upcoming tumblr post will be on that. Up close and personally people. Go all out.

Come Away With Me, 11:56 AM,

A sentence of the past, will become our wound in the future
It was so long ago, no one remembers the gentleness in the past
You and I, hand in hand, we said we'll walk together to the end
We've both forgotten, how long we've walked in this journey
In our hearts it's clear, that one day, one day it'll all end
Let time speak the truth, although I'm afraid too
After the sky darkens, we won't know whether there'll be regrets

A sentence of the past, will become our wound in the future
It was so long ago, no one remembers the gentleness in the past
You and I, hand in hand, we said we'll walk together to the end
We're both weary, yet we cannot turn back
Both hearts are puzzled, no matter what we say, nothing can be helped
My dear, I ask why, but maybe you don't have an answer either

Who still remembers, when the love has just begun to change
In our eyes, there're different skies
We've walked too far, eventually reaching a crossroads
Is it that you and I, must have two contrasting dreams

A sentence of the past, will become our wound in the future
It was so long ago, no one remembers the gentleness in the past
You and I, hand in hand, we said we'll walk together to the end

Come Away With Me, 10:28 PM, Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Morning

Janice M.Vidal much known as Wei Lan 衛蘭 so alright. I don't have many top favourite Taiwan or Hong Kong artist that I still keep myself update with for their albums and songs ever since I left and graduated from high school. The few I can say is no more then 10. One of them would be Janice. I love her voice she's a Hong Kong singer but she sings english and mandarin songs too. She's a canto-pop, jazz and R&B singer. She's awesome to me. So she has her english album out in stores now called Morning. Me is gonna get it!!

Come Away With Me, 9:37 PM, Monday, January 25, 2010

Lucky

This what happened on the 22nd of January last Friday. Never saw what was coming heads on. Never suspected nor expected any thing FISHY! No wonder I'm called blur fish or blur nat. =) Oh, the friends I have with me that night. Words couldn't be form right now cause words could not explain how I'm feeling even after days now still. I'm hopelessly happy with a constant silly smile on my face whenever I think about how I have both my friends from different world come together for the night for me. I'm happy and content. I really am. All thanks to every single one of them and for those who cannot make it like Aileen, Abby and Sher Wen. Special thanks to my girl Karmun! She never listens to me but I love her still.

Just a glimpse of what was in store that day when they all try to not leak the surprise out. All good fantastic actors and actress!

So for further more photos check it out at my new blog.

That brings me to another thing here. From now on this blog will be a really short post for the upcoming post that will have complete of everything. Something like a trailer to a movie. A teaser also. A preview la basically and its gonna serve as the more wordy blog to the new one which is more of photos.. So yeah. I will be managing 2 blogs of mine and another blog with Sabrina and Qian.

My new blog for this complete post, click here.

My blog with Sabrina and Qian, click here

Come Away With Me, 1:49 AM, Sunday, January 24, 2010

Bam! Boom! TaDaaa!

That's the best lame title I can come up with. So anyways, on Friday the 22th of January I went out with the gang for Badminton, gym and swimming at Holiday Villa. Showered and got ready to hit the road to CentrePoint for dinner. Driving in the rain through NKVE with Vee by my side following Ming Wai, Michelle and Qian car. Then I was thinking all along that Mun and Wai would be joining us for dinner since that was what Ken told me. So I didn't really suspect anything to happen out of the ordinary for dinner cause with the gang all right. Then BLARDY HELL I walked in and heard a freaking loud 'SURPRISE' by some of my closest best friends from college! So yeah. I was caught completely off guard and BLOODY HELL unexpected aite. My heart jumped/flew out!

Long story short.. Bla bla bla. All because of someone who never listens to me did all of that and brought everyone together and everyone brought everyone together. Her efforts and her thoughts was just so touching? Lol. Won't really go in so much about the 22nd of January till 26th cause I wanna upload photos all. Cause they can explain and express so much better then me writing so poorly. On another note I added another thing to my list I wanna work hard and pampered myself with.

Its none other then...

BlackBerry STORM 2

Specifications here

BlackBerry Bold 9700

Specifications here

HTC HD2

Specifications here

Damn right? I KNOW! 3 smart phones that not only is smart but looks damn good! Well more saving up to do now.

Come Away With Me, 10:03 PM, Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Girl In The Mirror

I went to a website to check out a bit of myself according to my Date Of Birth and through my name. I tried both names in full and in half cause both combine are actually kinda true about me. I realize that I have bad sides of me that is just me. I can't change them though I tried. But I realize if I changed the bad side of me then I'm left with a person without its shadows. So anyways, just out of curiosity and fun I posted it all up. Its kinda a long post. So you don't have to read it cause it is AFTER ALL about myself right. :)

26 January 1990

Your date of conception was on or about 5 May 1989 which was a Friday.

You were born on a Friday
under the astrological sign Aquarius.
Your Life path number is 1.

Your fortune cookie reads:
Those who have love, have wealth beyond measure.

The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2447917.5.
The golden number for 1990 is 15.
The epact number for 1990 is 3.
The year 1990 was not a leap year.

Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/6/1989 and ending 1/26/1990.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Snake.

Your Native American Zodiac sign is Otter; your plant is Fern.

You were born in the Egyptian month of Parmuthy, the fourth month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil).

Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 29 Tevet 5750.
Or if you were born after sundown then the date is 1 Shevat 5750.

The Mayan Calendar long count date of your birthday is 12.18.16.13.13 which is
12 baktun 18 katun 16 tun 13 uinal 13 kin

The Hijra (Islamic Calendar) date of your birth is Friday, 28 Jumadiyu'th-Thani 1410 (1410-6-28).

The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 15 April 1990.
The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 15 April 1990.
The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 28 February 1990.
The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 3 June 1990.
The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 10 June 1990.
The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Thursday, 20 September 1990.
The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Tuesday, 10 April 1990.
The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 27 February 1990.

As of 1/19/2010 8:20:46 AM EST
You are 19 years old.
You are 240 months old.
You are 1,043 weeks old.
You are 7,298 days old.
You are 175,160 hours old.
You are 10,509,620 minutes old.
You are 630,577,246 seconds old.

Celebrities who share your birthday:
Kirk Franklin (1970) Wayne Gretzky (1961) Anita Baker (1958)
Ellen DeGeneres (1958) Eddie Van Halen (1955) Lucinda Williams (1953)
Gene Siskel (1946) Angela Davis (1944) Scott Glenn (1942)
Bob Uecker (1935) Jules Feiffer (1929) Paul Newman (1925)
Anne Jeffreys (1923) Douglas MacArthur (1880)

Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 2.85636007827789 years old. (Life's just a big chewy bone for you!)

Your lucky day is Saturday.
Your lucky number is 4 & 8.
Your ruling planet(s) is Saturn & Uranus.
Your lucky dates are 1st, 10th, 19th, 28th.
Your opposition sign is Leo.
Your opposition number(s) is 1.

Today is not one of your lucky days!

There are 7 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 20 candles.

Those 20 candles produce 20 BTUs,
or 5,040 calories of heat (that's only 5.0400 food Calories!) .
You can boil 2.29 US ounces of water with that many candles.

In 1990 there were approximately 4.1 million births in the US.
In 1990 the US population was approximately 248,709,873 people, 70.3 persons per square mile.
In 1990 in the US there were 2,448,000 marriages (9.8%) and 1,175,000 divorces (4.7%)
In 1990 in the US there were approximately 2,148,000 deaths (8.6 per 1000)
In the US a new person is born approximately every 8 seconds.
In the US one person dies approximately every 12 seconds.

In 1990 the population of Australia was approximately 17,169,768.
In 1990 there were approximately 262,648 births in Australia.
In 1990 in Australia there were approximately 116,959 marriages and 42,635 divorces.
In 1990 in Australia there were approximately 120,062 deaths.

Your birth flower is CARNATION

Your birthstone is Garnet,
The Mystical properties of Garnet,
Garnet is used as a power stone

Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources),
Emerald, Rose Quartz

Your birth tree is
Cypress Tree
The Faithfulness - Strong, muscular, adaptable, takes what life has to give, happy content, optimistic, needs enough money and acknowledgment, hates loneliness, passionate lover which cannot be satisfied, faithful, quick-tempered, unruly, pedantic and careless.

There are 340 days till Christmas 2010!
There are 353 days till Orthodox Christmas!

Natalie Law Wen Ni

There are 15 letters in your name.

Those 15 letters total to 64

There are 7 vowels and 8 consonants in your name.

What your first name means:

Latin Female Variant of Natalia: Bom at Christmas.

French Female Born at Christmas.

Your number is: 1

The characteristics of #1 are: Initiating action, pioneering, leading, independent, attaining, individual.

The expression or destiny for #1:

A number 1 Expression denotes the skilled executive with keen administrative capabilities. You must develop the capacity to be a fine leader, sales executive, or promoter. You have the tools to become an original person with a creative approach to problem solving, and a penchant for initiating action. Someone may have to follow behind you to handle the details, but you know how to get things going and make things happen. You have a good mind and the ability to use it for your advancement. Because of these factors, you have much potential for achievement and financial rewards. Frequently, this expression belongs to one running a business or striving to achieve a level of accomplishment on ones talents and efforts. You have little need for much supervision, preferring to act on your own with little restraint. You are both ambitious and determined. Self-confident and self-reliant must be yours, as you develop a strong unyielding will and the courage of your convictions.

Although you fear loneliness, you want to be left alone. You fear routine and being in a rut. You often jump the gun because you are afraid of being left behind.

The negative attributes of the 1 Expression are egotism and a self-centered approach to life. This is an aggressive number and if it is over-emphasized it is very hard to live with. You do not have to be overly aggressive to fulfill your destiny. The 1 has a natural instinct to dominate and to be the boss; adhering to the concept of being number One. Again, you do not have to dominate and destroy in order to lead and manage.

Your Soul Urge number is: 4

A Soul Urge number of 4 means:

With the Soul Urge or Motivation number of 4 you are likely to strive for a stable life. You tend to follow a rather orderly pattern and systematic approach in your endeavors. You have an inner desire to serve others in a methodical and diligent manner. You want to be in solid, conventional, and well-regulated activities, and you are somewhat disturbed by innovation and erratic or sudden changes. Excellent at organizing, systematizing, and managing, you have a way of establishing order and maintaining it. You are responsible, reliable and in the final analysis, practical. Highly analytical, you can see your way through all sorts of situations and generally have a clear understanding of the issues. You are a very honest, sincere, and conscientious individual.

The negative side of the 4 is rigid, stubborn and somewhat narrow-minded. There is a tendency to hide feelings, or to really not be aware of real feelings. Avoid being too rigid and stubborn in your thinking, and try to always see the big picture rather than becoming to involved with the detail. Don't be afraid to take a chance once in awhile.

Your Inner Dream number is: 6

An Inner Dream number of 6 means:

You dream of guiding and fostering the perfect family in the perfect home. You crave the devotion from offspring and a loving spouse. You picture yourself in the center of a successful domestic unit.

Natalie Law

There are 10 letters in your name.

Those 10 letters total to 35

There are 5 vowels and 5 consonants in your name.

What your first name means:

Latin Female Variant of Natalia: Bom at Christmas.

French Female Born at Christmas.

Your number is: 8

The characteristics of #8 are: Practical endeavors, status oriented, power-seeking, high-material goals.

The expression or destiny for #8:

Your Expression is represented by the number 8. The 8 Expression is well-equipped in a managerial sense. You have outstanding organizational and administrative capabilities. You have the potential for considerable achievement in business or other powerful positions. You can expect to receive the financial and material rewards. You have the skill and abilities to establish or operate a business with great efficiency. You have good judgment when it comes to money and commercial matters, and you understand how to build and accumulate material wealth. Much of your success (or lack of it) may come due to your ability (or inability) to judge character. With the number 8 Expression, you exercise sound judgment in most of your affairs; you are realistic and practical in your approach to business matters.

The positive 8 Expression produces individuals that are very ambitious and goal-oriented. If the 8 energy is not in excess in your makeup, you will no doubt express these traits to some extent. No one has any more energy that a person with the 8 Expression who has a plan laid and is starting to work. No one has any more self-confidence, either. If you are expressing the positive qualities of 8, you are an outstanding manager because you can plan, initiate, and complete projects; you are very dependable and determined.

As it always happens, there can be too much of a good thing. If you have too much of the 8 energy in your makeup, you may express some of the negative attitudes. A negative 8 can be very rigid and stubborn. Ambition sometimes has a way of becoming over-ambition, and you may express an unreasonable impatience with the lack of progress. If your negative side is showing, you may be too exacting, both of yourself and of others. Sometimes this can even becomes a case of intolerance.

The number 8 is very materialistic and also very desirous of status and power. Neither of these drives are inherently negative unless they are taken to an extreme. You must avoid the tendency to strain after money, material matters, status, or power, to the detriment of the other important factors in your life.

Your Soul Urge number is: 8

A Soul Urge number of 8 means:

With an 8 soul urge, you have a natural flair for big business and the challenges imposed by the commercial world. Power, status and success are very important to you. You have strong urges to supervise, organize and lead. Material desires are also very pronounced. You have good executive abilities, and with these, confidence, energy and ambition.

Your mind is analytical and judgment sound; you're a good judge of material values and also human character. Self-controlled, you rarely let emotions cloud judgment. You are somewhat of an organizer at heart, and you like to keep those beneath you organized and on a proper track. This is a personality that wants to lead, not follow. You want to be known for your planning ability and solid judgment.

The negative aspects of the 8 soul urge are the often dominating and exacting attitude. You may have a tendency to be very rigid, sometimes stubborn.

Your Inner Dream number is: 9

An Inner Dream number of 9 means:

You dream of being creative, intellectual, and universal; the selfless humanitarian. You understand the needy and what to help them. You would love to be a person people count on for support and advice.

If you wanna find out what your DOB says about you then, click exactly here.

If you wanna find out what your NAME says about you then, click also exactly here.

Come Away With Me, 4:08 PM,

Closer

Including today it will be a week before the day comes. To be even more precise is less than seven days. *breathes in & out* I can hear my the beat of my heart like is right next to ear and I can feel the beat beating in my head and the rest of my body. Maybe I'm just nervous cause I can hardly breathe when I think about it. I try not to but I rather think about it then talk about it. I've always been more of a thinker and just kept things to myself as much as I can. So yeah, I'm counting down to the day, I don't want to. I tried not to. When I do I just do something like anything I get myself to not think. I watch tv series like The Big Bang Theory, True Blood and The L Word. But I sleep most of the time cause its by the best place I can go to for a peaceful blissful time.

I don't wanna count down the days, its ridiculous and I think it just gives me hope and it will lead to expectations. Which is the last thing I want in my case. It wasn't a big deal then and it shouldn't start now. I wasn't brought up that way. And now as long as I can I'm holding on to the remaining days of the teen years and all those memories that goes along with it. I'm not ready to just yet say goodbye and start a whole new clean slate as I planned to. What if tomorrow never comes? Wouldn't that be just wishful thinking. Time is going so much faster then I hope it would. I can't photograph every moment I wanna keep long enough to be in my head. To be images that I could playback whenever I want to wherever I want to. I don't know how I go through these past few years so blur. And now I just wanna lay in bed and never get out of it.

Come Away With Me, 2:03 PM, Saturday, January 16, 2010

Movies of 2010

that I wanna watch. Movie poster are just the coolest plus I don't have to type out the names. More to come I'm sure then I will have more to be added on my list here.

Come Away With Me, 2:02 AM, Thursday, January 14, 2010

Fallen

Rue Melo

Have you ever stood at the edge of a cliff
and looked down watching the cars rolling by
Wishing that there was no pain
Wanting for it to be over
Have you ever felt like every right you did was wrong

I can see myself fallen
I can see myself fallen
I'm so close to the edge
I can't live anymore
I can see myself fallen

I'm watching the sun as it dives into the oceans arms
Wishing I can die in someone’s arms too
It's getting dark but I don't care
I don't need to find my way home tonight
because my house is not a home

I can hear myself fallen
I can hear myself fallen
The sound is killing me
and there's no where to run
I can hear myself fallen

My lips have been sealed by your loving touch
You make me believe I need you so much
You're pulling me back take away the pain
by standing in front of me
My eyes have been shut by your open hand
You follow me here to try to understand
You've come to the edge and you came prepared
So save me from fallen

Sometimes I can almost taste you
Sitting here trying hard to forget you
but your smile it drives me wild
Makes me feel the way hate can't undo
No matter how bad things come too
You told me now to forgive you
You are the voice I always come too
The cycle is sick but I need you

I'm mute I can't speak
The tears on the cliff of my eye
How come they don't feel the pain too
then you come to my rescue
yYou save me from myself like you always do
I'll never go back down

I can see myself fallen
Breaking apart
Oh I can feel myself fallen
Fallen apart
I don't wanna fall anymore no
I don't wanna fall anymore no
I can feel myself fallen
I'm fallen

Came across this song at the end of an episode of TLW just now. Love the singers voice and automatically got hooked up by the lyrics. I guess some people like me just get emo and sad songs easily. :) But no matter, I still love the song. Might be too emo or sad for your taste but its alright for me. Lol.

I loooovvvveeee my new skin by the way, don't you?

Come Away With Me, 10:06 PM, Wednesday, January 13, 2010

I feel so much whole now with this new skin of mine for the blog. :) Its much easier for my photos to pop now with its colour instead of a dark background. So yeah. It was time for me to change my skin anyway. So from brown to white and I like it alot. Simple and neat.

Last year when I was listing down my Christmas present list I told myself its too much for me to spend a huge amount of money like this at one go every year so I decided... Erm... Its my fault so... Anyways, I got a list of things I wanna get myself this year. Ain't gonna spend so much on people this year but rather on myself and Cammy.

2 pairs of Converse

Surfer shorts/ Board shorts

Cargo shorts & pants

Hoodie Jacket

Jeans

Checker shirts (i think thats what you called them)

Belt

2 Superman Shirt (Red & Blue this time)

Speedlite

Lens

Battery Grip

Come Away With Me, 11:01 PM, Monday, January 11, 2010

ThreeCocoBananas

Alright I know I had a post on CoCo + Bananas = ? right.

It equals to 3cocobananasblogspot.com. Its a blog that will be updated 365 days all year round by Sabrina, Qian and myself. We 3 are born under the horoscope sign Aquarius and we have a lot in common. And we bonded and got really close with each other over the years all thanks to Kiwanis Youth Camp. Without that camp I wouldn't have all my best friends that I have now. :)

So go check on the blog. Its meant to be simple and with only 1 photo for the day.

Come Away With Me, 9:52 PM,

Converse Chuck Taylor All Star Low Canvas Dark Blue

Converse All Star Cool Black Canvas Shoes

Converse All Star Dark Red Shoes

2 pairs of new All Star Converse Canvas shoes

for me for me own big day to pamper myself

Come Away With Me, 12:18 AM, Thursday, January 7, 2010

We have gone Loco!

= ?

Stay tuned people. Cause its gonna be LENGENDARY!!

Come Away With Me, 8:35 PM, Sunday, January 3, 2010

Brick By Boring Brick

Its 3 days since 2009 was over and 2010 stepped in. 3 days just passed by so fast that made me go "Wert?!!" Lol. I'm 20 years old now and the number ain't getting smaller. I ain't getting any wiser or smart either. =) I spend the last day of 2009 with a bunch of friends that I can say I heart them so much that they are like family to me. Practically family cause whenever we go out its like chinese reunion dinner. I miss them dearly. I miss camp too and the rest of the people with it. But this new year I don't really have much New Year Resolutions or goals. Maybe to lose weight and get back into shape if I can. Work harder to save more money to get Cammy the upgrades she needs so much. And get a few things for myself instead of spending all my savings on people aren't worth it.

But 2010 is like nothing to me. Maybe it hasn't kick in just yet. Lets wait for another 23 more days and I shall go from there shall I? But I got a new hair cut. Its very short and its bob-ish and my face is chubby then before cause of the hair but its okay I guess. New Year new hair cut right? =) Ken and Eva both has new haircut too. Sorry I haven't been blogging much either. No one reads it anyway so I don't really blog unless there's like something so awesome worth blogging about. I post up photos more anyway so like who cares.