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Come Away With Me, 10:56 PM, Friday, July 31, 2009
Wan Ming Wai, born on the 16th of July.Moobies some of us might call him. His tummy is very nice to rub.He is the best friend a girl could ask for. He loves Japanese food. :)I miss him so much. Ashikin Yee, born on the 29th of July
She's like the best person to gets you motivated into finishing up your assignments and studies. Cause she will go screaming your name, NATALIE LAW WEN NI.
Love her to bits. She got a scholarship from Maxis and she deserves it.
She worked hard and tough for it. So people. Ashikin Yee is AWESOME!
Though any of our present to her will never be able to compare with what Maxis has offer her. She's been me friend for a year plus now. See how time flies. Love ya! hugs.
Lim Jia Huey, born on the 31th of July
She's awesome in her unique way. She's damn good with arts and craft. Trust me, I know.
She's playes the drum. She's only 18 and she's in University already. So yeah.
She's one heck of a girl. She's very mature for her age.
Love her too!
Happy Birthday to you guys!
Come Away With Me, 10:03 PM,
Gosh. My throat is killing me. I can't sleep properly cause it feels like something round is in my throat and its swollen really bad. No sign of any other sickness though. So yay for me. I better recover before tomorrow. Or else I can't scream my lungs out at the audition for Mosh Pit MTV World Stage. I ate like 5 watermelon tablets for the whole morning while watching Veronica Mars. I got one tablet left. I'm gonna keep it for tomorrow!
There's a lucky girl who won TWICE for MTV World Stage! Like WTF! WTH WTH WTH! I wanna rob her now. Ken is gonna go with me down to Cineleisure tomorrow and try to win some tickets with Dila, Ash and who ever is going with us. Can't wait!
Jia, if your reading this. I'm so sorry I had to ffk you tonight. I didn't mean too. All I wanted to do was just sleep it off cause of the headache. I will make it up to you. I can't wait to see you INK! I wanna have one too. Pfft. Don't be mad at me alright. I'm sorry. :) But you know I love you right, right? Hehehehe *naked lady laugh*
Come Away With Me, 3:56 PM, Thursday, July 30, 2009
MTV World Stage LIVEin MALAYSIA
Boys Like Girls will be preforming! Best yet, The All American Rejects is performing! They will rock the house down!
Other artist like Estranged our local artist will be there and Hoobastank as well. This year MTV got me pretty excited then any previous MTV world stage before. So yeah. I'm trying to win Mosh Pit tickets! And hopefully get a press pass to it as well! I'm gonna start trying to get press pass for events. If I were to grow and be good at what I do I have to be expose to events right. Can't wait for this Saturday! Dila, we are gonna so win tickets!
Celebrated Ashikin's 19th Birthday at college today. It wasn't fancy or anything. It was simple and laughter all around. I guess that's what really matters to celebrate with the friends who loves you. :)
Gonna get back to my Micro assignment now. Will blog bout overdue past outings soon k.
Come Away With Me, 10:49 AM, Monday, July 27, 2009
"At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world. Six billion souls. And sometimes -- all you need is one."
Come Away With Me, 8:13 PM, Thursday, July 23, 2009
Alyson acting is pretty awesome I would say. She can really act and with a cute lil facial expression you would just adore her. :) And her hair changes from time to time and her hair colour is nice weather is red or whatever that colour she's in on the photos. She's funny too! I hardly ever go gaga over actress or actors. I usually go gaga over the movie or series as a whole. I guess I have to much Willow and Lily for a long time. And her characters is either name after a flower or a tree. Can't the producer give her a better name. Willow Roseberg, The Witch/Goddess
Tara Maclay, The Witch Spike, The Vampire
Faith, The other Slayer
Angel, The Vampire who has a Soul
Come Away With Me, 1:16 PM, Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Once More, With Feelings
Under Your Spell
I hate when I finally got to like a character that I didn't like before in a series end up dying. In this case is Tara, Willow's 1st girlfriend. Tara is very sweet and caring. Oh oh.. Tara is the one with the super long hair, not the red head. Red head is Willow. She and Willow are exactly the same only she has more control of her magic then Willow but now I've finally get used to them being together but she dies of a stupid bullet straight to the heart. They have only just got back together not long ago and *bang* she dies. WTH! WTF! Way to potong steam! I was like NO NO NO NOOOOO! Haha. but really. They both look good together.
Buffy has an Episode call Once More, With Feelings which I love. They all sing. Very nice. I like musical. Call me old fashion or gay or anything. Musical are entertaining and catchy. I have a thing for Broadway I guess. I love jazz and R&B too. I love country. I love any songs as long they are not screaming their lungs out and I have not a clue what they are singing.
Saturday, went out with Karmun for Manchester United Asia Tour match with Malaysia. Awesome for my very 1st game. Will grab pictures from Karmun when she blogs or when I'm done with my papers this week.
Sunday, went out with the Sexylicious. Pictures on desktop. Gonna get them up and blog about it too soon.
Tuesday, went out with Jia, KaySze, Ken and Karmun. Now ken has finally meet them and they met him. They want him as their lil brother now. Pictures soon to be uploaded as well.
Wednesday, movie, Transformer with Ashikin and Dila. I'm gonna miss them! They are in Monash already now. Ashikin and Dila won't be able to yell my name Natalie Law Wen Ni anymore now.
I went out a lot last week. Cause some are leaving to go home and some are starting classes. So yeah. Gonna blog proper soon la k. I'm itching to start working. Junn joined the family already. She now works in Starbucks! Can't wait to work with her. Gonna stick my head back to management book now.
Come Away With Me, 9:04 PM, Friday, July 17, 2009
This activity was Kiwanis Youth Camp first collaboration
with the Nomad for extreme outdoor experience for us. I slipped at least 2 times minimum just to get down. And the slipping part led to a huge harsh loud knock to the walls which led to OUCH OUCH OUCH and pretty much "I don't wanna die! Its all in my hands! OMG OMG OMG
!" That's pretty much what was on my mind besides enjoying the adrenalin
pumping me up like nuts like morphine
or something. It took a lot of courage to abseil
down knowing no one but yourself is the key to get down and not get really hurt. But it was a hell of a experience. And I didn't chicken out and back out but I was calling God's name out a lot when I was there. Wonder what is in stall for us this year end! It better be more tough and extreme than last year but they can skip the whole 2 hour long tiring height. I haven't got bitten by leeches so far since I join KYC
Me closing my ears cause it was loud, Ken was at the right side doing the Hiro Nakamura
I guess I love camp so much cause its a group of youth and adults from different schools, colleges all over Malaysia coming at a place to have fun and go crazy with games that people thinking its lame or childish or maybe both. But let me tell you this, it is not. I still can hear the drums they hit so hard when I was to find for the car keys. We communicate differently in camp. We become like lil
crazy nuts kids playing things we never played before. Ken and I paired up to lead one session of the drums. Ken and I got close cause of KYC
and we have the same group of friends.
We were the motors of this raft
It was hard paddling with only just a freaking paddle! So all of us decide to jump of the raft and swim while pushing the raft. Freaking tiring and gosh it was heavy the raft. And we were swimming
like we are in the Olympics
. We just like to have some competitions
, its good for us. Making us working together as a team to a whole new level and work under pressure.
We the Untitled Surviviors
Couldn't come up with any better names with so much time being given to us.
Our cheer is funny. I always lose my voice at camp.
I miss camp. Next camp is coming up! Can't wait.
Kiwanis Youth Camp'09 would be awesome!
Its my last year as a participant. I'm getting OLD! I don't wanna go back next year as the committee. But what the heck. We are doing good here. Changing a person at a time.
I met awesome friends here. And sometimes we only see each other here and here only in a whole year but we get to hang out and be with each other for 4 days 3 nights. I don't know what would camp be like without the Sexylicious who continues to grow and making more noise then ever.
The official full report is here at Kiwanis Club of Kuala Lumpur
by Sheena Liam
Come Away With Me, 11:03 PM, Thursday, July 16, 2009
I've been MIA lately here haven't I? Well, Ken is back and he uses the laptop and desktop more now so it has dawn to me that I'm lazy to even come online now. I've been watching Buffy The Vampire Slayer for almost a week of two now. Its my reward and addiction to keep watching it till late at night then wake up tired for class. I did study but I watch more then I study. I'm in season 6 Dvd
2 now. And I wanna finish season 6 then move on to season 7 so I can cure my addiction.
Anyways, this week has been the tired, busy, good and bad week. Well, my car broke down 3 times in a week! New RECORD! Broke down once on Monday on my way to class then twice this morning! Stupid car. Or is it just me? My dad is annoyed and really pissed out frustrated bout the car. Its like the car only bullies me. I'm dead serious. Gosh. So yeah. I went out on Tuesday, Wednesday and this weekend I'm gonna be out all day! So yeah. Its fun but yet at the same time I have to study and not have so much fun.
I'm gonna go watch Buffy now. Then sleep then wake up then study then watch again. But more studying tomorrow. Btw
, I'm gonna go watch ManU after all
. Well, I was never a fan of soccer and I don't even know the players in ManU
. A good experience nonetheless. I can't wait for the weekends specially Sunday.
Come Away With Me, 12:43 PM, Sunday, July 12, 2009
"Gratitude, appreciation, giving thanks. No matter what words you use, they all mean the same thing. Happy. We're supposed to be happy. Grateful for friends, family. Happy just to be alive. Whether we like it or not.Maybe we're not supposed to be happy. Maybe gratitude has nothing to do with joy. Maybe being grateful means recognizing what you have for what it is. Appreciating small victories. Admiring the struggle it takes simply to be human. Maybe we're thankful for the familiar things we know. And maybe we're thankful for the things we'll never know. At the end of the day, the fact that we have the courage to still be standing is reason enough to celebrate."
Come Away With Me, 12:10 PM,
You know how is it that I get all clumsy during my time at Starbucks. I get bruises, burns, spills and CUTS. Yeah, I bleed alot for Starbucks no? I take the pain and hits for being a barista. How does it suppose to feel like when you pick up shattered glass and when you get cut by it? It should hurt right? Like your pain censored in your finger will tell the brain its a cut and its bleeding quite a lot than it should be so it means the cut is fairly deep and OUCH it bloody hurts. Right right? Well I got cut yesterday picking up broken mugs due to the carelessness of my district manager. The customer was shock by the load bang sound though.
Anyways, I didn't feel no pain or anything else along the line. I just felt like my flesh has been cut into 2 that can't be joined back anytime soon. And I bleed quite a lot for a cut on the finger and its my left hand middle finger. The last time I bleed a lot was last year at Starbucks KLP where my nose couldn't stop bleeding for a good whole hour and hours after that it slowly stop that freak my manager out. Lets say bleeding out of no where and no reason while reading the partner schedule is like finding out you have brain cancer in a movie. Getting cuts usually hurts at some point but it didn't. I even wash the wound with antiseptic liquid still it didn't hurt. Like its numb. What's happening to me. Its like my brain isn't processing the pain as it should.
Ken has been back for a week now. It's nice having him back home occupying the room again and using the laptop. Its sharing things back again. Kinda need to get use to it cause for the whole 6 months I didn't have to share the laptop or desktop. But yeah. It's really nice having him back home. Though my parents are still the same even though Ken is back. Besides Ken being more tanned and dark. He hasn't change much. His still the with who he is being the Ken he is. Still perasan as ever. But he has the American accent now and he sings weirdly now. He makes that voice when he sings. A voice where you have to hang out with us to know. Cause I can't explain it.
"Perhaps we all give the best of our hearts uncritically to those who hardly think about us in return" Its true you know the quote above. Cause naive enough I am one of them among who knows how many in the world. It isn't easy trying to be the best you can and try to leave an impression in the lives of your friends and family even just people who you just know. But even though you are trying that doesn't mean people who use it against you or try to make use of it and just treat you just like any other come and go kinda of people. But I guess why people like me still give the best of our hearts cause we know one day somehow we will be thought of and be missed. "Live each season as it passes. Breathe the air, drink the drink, taste the fruit, but resign yourself to the influences of each."
Should be the way I'm living my life now. Or at least I'm trying to.
Come Away With Me, 5:40 PM, Thursday, July 9, 2009
Well, interesting enough. Now there's 2 more suspected cases and so far 4 confirmed cases. Some thinks I'm in denial cause it isn't hitting me as hard as it should. But it is after all just a normal flu. So yeah. Why should it hit me as hard as I think it should when I know for a fact that it is just a normal flu and my family will be alright somewhere in my mind.
I think that this piggy flu is just stupid. Just because it spreads quickly makes it a pandemic? Bah. Whatever it is. I'm still not worried but that doesn't mean I'm in denial.
I'm gonna be home alone without my mom, dad and Ken this coming MONDAY! Does anyone wanna come over? My house is pretty big for me to stay alone! So anyone? I don't mind going out to hang actually and be rebellious! So anyone? Please..? :) Any ideas?
Come Away With Me, 8:44 PM, Wednesday, July 8, 2009
"T.H. White said: Perhaps we all give the best of our hearts uncritically to those who hardly think about us in return."
One Tree Hill
"Intimacy is a four syllable word for, "Here is my heart and soul, please grind them into hamburger, and enjoy." It's both desired, and feared. Difficult to live with, and impossible to live without. Intimacy also comes attached to the three R's... relatives, romance, and roommates. There are some things you can't escape. And other things you just don't want to know.
I wish there were a rulebook for intimacy. Some kind of guide to tell you when you've crossed the line. It would be nice if you could see it coming, and I don't know how you fit it on a map. You take it where you can get it, and keep it as long as you can. And as for rules, maybe there are none. Maybe the rules of intimacy are something you have to define for yourself."
Come Away With Me, 8:21 PM,
Well, first day being home quarantine is pretty boring and I watched Buffy The Vampire Slayer till season 3 now. Now there's 3 confirm cases of piggy flu from Ken's friend. His worried. And for me it still doesn't hit me hard of the face yet. Should I start worrying now? All my family aren't the 666 kid like me. They fall sick from time to time and I don't. Sigh.
Ken isn't feeling all that well. He thinks his coming down with flu and all those stuff. Today, he was running through articles on H1N1 swine flu. And I said, its nothing. Its just a normal flu and he was like no seriously you guys should stay away and all that.
I guess his friend getting swine flu isn't all tat comforting for him. His worried and I can see that. Well is sister on duty for me. All I can do is make him honey water and check on him. He will be fine. We will be fine. I hope...
Come Away With Me, 11:30 PM, Tuesday, July 7, 2009
"Communication. It's the first thing we really learn in life. Funny thing is, once we grow up, learn our words and really start talking the harder it becomes to know what to say. Or how to ask for what we really need.
At the end of the day, there are some things you just can't help but talk about. Some things we just don't want to hear, and some things we say because we can't be silent any longer. Some things are more than what you say, they're what you do. Some things you say because there's no other choice. Some things you keep to yourself. And not too often, but every now and then, some things simply speak for themselves."
Come Away With Me, 9:50 PM,
Truth of my youth
My past have been pretty boring when compare to most people but what the heck. My past brought me here and shaped me to the person I am today. My past has is good moments even though its pretty bad in my opinion. Don't really regret much about my past but I would change to be a lil less tough and open up more.
KYC stands for Kiwanis Youth Camp and its where me and Ken got close cause we have a same bunch of friends who are crazy fun and all different in their own way. We basically rock camp and is the paling semangat ones in camp cause we are noisy. Then there is my high school friends who I stuck with for 3 years and that they are still in their own world now at Tar College. I guess they are still the same old same.
My hairstyles changes everything I go get a new hair cut. I have my LaLa moments so do feel free to laugh yourself out and I even wore a dress back then but only ONCE and never again did that dress came out from the closet ever since. I was much tan and darker then. And I was much bigger in size too.
Lala much? *gulps* Hope I will see them soon. I never had to piggy back a girl before and there I was for Hui Yi
cause of leeches. Geez. I hate leeches too.