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and just judging who I am and what I write about.
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Come Away With Me, 1:47 PM, Monday, December 28, 2009
Let's just say I can be a full loyal vegetarian if the meal was like that. It was much of my taste at all. But my mom wanted us to try so we did. But I didn't enjoyed it. I tried to keep the food down cause I really wanted to puke it all out. A very weird lunch indeed me and Ken have. =) Thanks mom nonetheless.
Come Away With Me, 1:30 AM, Friday, December 25, 2009
Is it weird to be feeling unsettled or uncertain during Christmas? I have yet to be able to explain my feelings currently. its just like I'm surrounded by dark clouds now feeling a tad hard to breathe. I feel like I just gotten way ahead of myself again and I'm on my own on this cold hard floor I hit so hard and all alone I'm trying to overcome it. Its like I enjoy the darkness I have myself in at times now. There's so much I wanna express but I won't. Things have to stay the same and I want things to stay the same. I'm pretending but the world will still be turning. Maybe is just the blues now cause its Christmas and yet it feels like any other normal day.
I like so dumb right now. Standing here trying to figure out myself.
I look so ugly at this point.
Merry Christmas everyone!
Come Away With Me, 9:47 AM, Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Speak up, your silence is killing me
I’ve had enough, baby speak up
Are you loving or hating me?
Cuz I can never tell
I’ll be the first to admit it
Been silent for a minute
Thinking like damn is he feeling me
But now you’re quiet and I’m dying inside
So baby speak up
Cuz your silence is killing me
I’ve had enough, baby speak up
Are you loving or hating me
Cuz I can never tell, I can never tell
Just let your heart say what you can’t say
Let your heart say what you won’t say
Don’t let the silence tear us away
Cuz I can never tell, I can never tell
If you don’t speak up
I don’t know where you’ve been
But nothing’s making sense, I’m standing on this fence for you
And even when you’re here, somehow you disappear
If I can read your mind, I’d know just what to do
Some days I feel it then I feel it’s over
Some days were harder then some days were colder
When you open up, our love is alive
And now you’re quiet and I’m dying inside
Say all the words that you never said, oh
Write all the letters that I never read, oh
Show me your words or the love is dead
Just want to hear it from you
Come Away With Me, 10:47 PM, Saturday, December 5, 2009
I'm hooked on to them. Their life. Their love. Their drama. Their everything. Its just too real and way too addictive. I guess curiosity to new things does plays a part to my current addiction to this show.
Come Away With Me, 3:31 PM, Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Victoria's Secret Angels
Before you read any further. Don't think that I'm like sick or something alright. Cause me is not. I rarely talk bout girls or post up something like this. If you know me better then you should know la why I'm posting this or maybe not. Lol. Who cares la what you may think after reading this post. I'm happy, high, hyper and glad. So don't go bursting my bubble now. Be nice now kay. =) Oh and word of caution for me. There's whole lot of hot babe below kay so be prepare to be glue to the screen or have a nose bleed.
The Victoria's Secret Fashion Show 2009 is aired in the US already so I can't wait to download it when its up on LimeWire. Yes people I'm into this show in particular thanks to Ken my lil brother who loves fashion and knows more about fashion then I ever could. Girls might hate these angels but not me. They not only have the LOOKS, BODY but brains as well alright. They strut the runway to entertain us and no doubt leaving girls in envy and boys drooling all over the place. What's there to not like about VS Fashion Show? I wanna be the one of the photographer there and then taking shots of them running the runway. Have you seen the show? Have you seen how much fun they have? And how much attention they get from their audience? Have you seen how professional these girls get when they do their thing?
Watch it. Its not stupid at all. Lol. I love and enjoy watching the show actually. It gives me motivation to work with them! or at least with people like them. I wanna be a photographer that has no limit or boundaries. I wanna shoot everything and anything. I wanna be good at all of it too if I can. So anyways hush hush about me rambling here. Scroll down and enjoy my Top 10 All Time Favourite Victoria's Secret Angels shall we?
February 15, 1983 in George Town, Grand Cayman
April 11, 1981 in Erechim, Rio Grande do Sul
20 April, 1983 in Sydney
July 20, 1980 in Horizontina, Rio Grande do Sul
January 23, 1985 in The Netherlands
February 28, 1984 in Děčín
October 23, 1984 in São Carlos, São Paulo
August 6, 1978 in Santa Cruz, California
December 4, 1973 in Inglewood, California
June 1, 1973 in Bergisch Gladbach, North Rhine-Westphalia
So there you go people. From Selita my top angel to Alessandra to Miranda all the way down to Heidi. Are you guys like all over their perfectness as I am? XD Hope so. I wanna be the photographer who photographers them kay!
What makes Victoria's Secret so popular and famous as it is now? It is them, the models! Their smiles, their walk and of course their body with a hell lot of personality and attitude.
Come Away With Me, 3:17 AM, Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Ever wonder while lying in your bed late at night thinking bout really morbid thoughts like how if you somehow get yourself into a coma lying in the ICU and hearing does who cared about you come visit you and talking to you in hope that you would wake up. Or ever though that you've been having nose bleed since young only on the right side of your nose and thinking it not just sinus but a tumour somewhere in your brain? Or even thought that the headaches you have turn out to be migraine when you google it up and that it can't be cure and that no medication can really help ease the pain or make it go away but to find you own way to handle the pain that might someday just make your brain burst cause the pain is just so bad and hard to bare?
I use to think when I was young with nose bleed that it wasn't as easy as the doctor said sinus. I thought it was a brain tumour and was thinking how long more to live. I can bleed for an hour or more even with iced towel rested on my nose. With migraine know that I just found out lead me back to thinking I have brain tumour again. I joke about these sometimes with me best friends but it is not actually funny as in fact it is kinda scary. Its just me thinking about such morbid thoughts. But I don't take all this seriously, I just think then go to sleep wake up the next day like it was just a random thought. Well, I've also having allergies that doesn't make sense to me too these days. Ever since my 1st camp at KYC Benom Hills back when I was form 2 I had allergy from a plant I did a army crawl on under the net over a obstacle course then I got herpes then other nonsense allergies as I grew older over the years. I was allergic to something quite serious back at camp last year with Ken and most of the participants at KYC after the hike down the river. Nasty rashes that seems to be super itchy the more you scratch the more it spreads. Then I got cat allergy this year a few months back. Can't you believe CAT ALLERGY?!! My best friend KM laughed at me and referring to SUPERMAN as well.
And not long ago I found out that a dry skin patch behind my ear above my neck is not just only dry skin but what turns out to be Eczema. Seeing the photos of it was so gross and disgusting. Made all my hair stand not that I have hair on my arms cause Dila refer me as hairless chicken or hairless dinosaur. Although eczema may look different from person to person, it is most often characterized by dry, red, extremely itchy patches on the skin. Eczema is sometimes referred to as "the itch that rashes," since the itch, when scratched, results in the appearance of the rash. Wanna know more about it then just click here to read more. So yeah.
The more I grow up the more weird stuff happens to me. Why can I be like normal person having high fever or fever, cold, flu, cough, dry cough, headaches, body aches from being so sick and normal stuff like that. And not to mention chicken pox, virus infection or stuff like that. If my immune system is that good then why la all these allergies all. Okay, I know I'm complaining and testing my luck here. Its just that it bugs me la when it happens to me. Alright, its like 3:41am now. I should go to bed. Night people.