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Come Away With Me, 11:29 PM, Friday, October 31, 2008
HMC Annual Ball '08
A Beautiful Night
Who could have thought that I'm going to a ball right? Well I didn't want to at 1st but the following offer was just to hard to resist. I get to be a professional photographer for a night opening my eye to how a ball is like and how moments of sparks just makes the night worthwhile.
Is there anyone who wouldn't mind borrowing me their DSLR would be so awesome but I doubt so. I will keep trying to borrow one before the ball. But anyone out there that can help me here? HELP student asking for help.
I figure out what to wear to the ball already as well. Crab. Just thought of make-up! I don't need make up. I'm gonna be running around snapping away till midnight anyways.
Mom made a joke saying, "People go ball with a date one. You go there as a job." "Who ask you not as beautiful as me. Last time boys ask me to the ball you know!". Lol. Like what the... So old fashion la. Besides a boy ask me? Sky will fall and I will run.
So any of you wanna go? Join us k!Can be my date also! Girl or boy also can! LOL!
Come Away With Me, 10:25 PM,
Finished up Advanced English paper during the afternoon so I didn't spend much time with them when they came over for lunch. Dad cook Chow Kuai Tiu! Then later we had roti canai. And Nasi Lemak for dinner. Malaysian food just couldn't get any better!
A rental at Bangsar cost me RM3900! twice for this price!
Then it cost me another RM9000!!!!!!! like WTH!
Everyone tak kena! only me! for 3 times!! Bloody hell. =P
Steph's car. My canon. Boom..
Natasha kena! Both HELP students kena!
The night ended with me bankrup! But it was great. =D
Come Away With Me, 10:08 PM,
What better way for me to take a little time off from all my stressing out mojo, then this? Indulging in different kind of chocolate muffins that I bought to support charity. Enjoying each of them with Ken watching Heroes. =)
Come Away With Me, 10:09 AM, Wednesday, October 29, 2008
So you're kinda gone and I'm haunted. And I bet you are just fine. Did I make it that easy, To let you walk right in and out of my life?
Come Away With Me, 12:46 AM, Wednesday, October 22, 2008
In life, there are 2 generally types of people. There are people who don’t have to do much or anything to get what they want then there are people who work hard to get what they want. It is their fault or is it their luck. It neither. Maybe it is just fate? I don’t know, do you? My dad told me that he can never have any luck in most things and that he has to work hard for it. I agree with him some how maybe because I feel the same way.
Sometimes how I wish life would be just easier for me and for people like me. A grin smile you might have on your face right now. Thinking who I am to think like this when you are also like this. Well isn’t this my blog? Is this a place where I get to say what I wanna say and where the freedom of speaking comes in? Don’t judge don’t you dare just yet. If you think it’s easy for me to write things like this then you are so wrong. I have written countless of draft like this on different issues I face but it all just seems so vague. Plus I can’t seem to just put it in the right words and form. Damn me for not being as capable as my little brother which whom who has a really wide vocab!
There’s something I wanna say. I feel like the girl next door, the unnoticed one, the invisible one at times. I bet most of us feel this way sometimes or rarely or always. Why try so hard at some things when you just know the outcome? I do that always. Somehow some way I think that the outcome is only just my assumption. It’s the future I’m talking about it yet to be written so anything can happen. For people like me, I don’t work with much logic besides on certain things la. But mostly I work with my gut and feelings. I wanna be true to myself but yet I care so much about what people around me thinks. So typical of me right, lame I know. How la?!
Some say they don’t judge but they do. Some say just follow your heart then turn around you shouldn’t this and that. The world is just so complicated but yet so addictive and interesting. I enjoy what I’ve been through and what I’m going through. It’s like a movie constantly changing and having drama and dilemma one after another!
I just wanna say something to some out there who knows me. You are like the song by Katy Perry, Hot N Cold! Seriously! Not joking. It bugs me so badly like crap k. So the next time when you plan to ask me why I did this or why am I being this way. Look yourself in the mirror 1st. I do believe in good karma and bad karma. Maybe I deserve it la but you do to. Don’t ever dare say I never tried! I did it is you who didn’t.
Crap! Sorry if I’m being all over the place again. I can never be well organized in things like this even in my English essays! Typical me.
Come Away With Me, 11:46 AM, Sunday, October 19, 2008
If I were a boy Even just for a day I’d roll outta bed in the morning And throw on what I wanted then go Drink beer with the guys And chase after girls I’d kick it with who I wanted And I’d never get confronted for it. Cause they’d stick up for me.
If I were aboy I think I could understand How it feels to love a girl I swear I’d be a better man. I’d listen to her Cause I know how it hurts When you lose the one you wanted Cause he’s taken you for granted And everything you had got destroyed
If I were a boy I would turn off my phone Tell everyone it’s broken So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone I’d put myself first And make the rules as I go Cause I know that she’d be faithful Waitin’ for me to come home
It’s a little too late for you to come back Say its just a mistake Think I’d forgive you like that If you thought I would wait for you You thought wrong
But you’re just a boy You don’t understand Yeah you don’t understand How it feels to love a girl someday You wish you were a better man You don’t listen to her You don’t care how it hurts Until you lose the one you wanted Cause you’ve taken her for granted And everything you have got destroyed But you’re just a boy
For the record this song totally had me. I really wish that if I were a boy I would do the same like the above. If I were a boy... hmmm.