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Natalie Law

Come Away With Me, 3:17 AM, Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Trouble Sleeping

Ever wonder while lying in your bed late at night thinking bout really morbid thoughts like how if you somehow get yourself into a coma lying in the ICU and hearing does who cared about you come visit you and talking to you in hope that you would wake up. Or ever though that you've been having nose bleed since young only on the right side of your nose and thinking it not just sinus but a tumour somewhere in your brain? Or even thought that the headaches you have turn out to be migraine when you google it up and that it can't be cure and that no medication can really help ease the pain or make it go away but to find you own way to handle the pain that might someday just make your brain burst cause the pain is just so bad and hard to bare?

I DO!

I use to think when I was young with nose bleed that it wasn't as easy as the doctor said sinus. I thought it was a brain tumour and was thinking how long more to live. I can bleed for an hour or more even with iced towel rested on my nose. With migraine know that I just found out lead me back to thinking I have brain tumour again. I joke about these sometimes with me best friends but it is not actually funny as in fact it is kinda scary. Its just me thinking about such morbid thoughts. But I don't take all this seriously, I just think then go to sleep wake up the next day like it was just a random thought. Well, I've also having allergies that doesn't make sense to me too these days. Ever since my 1st camp at KYC Benom Hills back when I was form 2 I had allergy from a plant I did a army crawl on under the net over a obstacle course then I got herpes then other nonsense allergies as I grew older over the years. I was allergic to something quite serious back at camp last year with Ken and most of the participants at KYC after the hike down the river. Nasty rashes that seems to be super itchy the more you scratch the more it spreads. Then I got cat allergy this year a few months back. Can't you believe CAT ALLERGY?!! My best friend KM laughed at me and referring to SUPERMAN as well.

And not long ago I found out that a dry skin patch behind my ear above my neck is not just only dry skin but what turns out to be Eczema. Seeing the photos of it was so gross and disgusting. Made all my hair stand not that I have hair on my arms cause Dila refer me as hairless chicken or hairless dinosaur. Although eczema may look different from person to person, it is most often characterized by dry, red, extremely itchy patches on the skin. Eczema is sometimes referred to as "the itch that rashes," since the itch, when scratched, results in the appearance of the rash. Wanna know more about it then just click here to read more. So yeah.

The more I grow up the more weird stuff happens to me. Why can I be like normal person having high fever or fever, cold, flu, cough, dry cough, headaches, body aches from being so sick and normal stuff like that. And not to mention chicken pox, virus infection or stuff like that. If my immune system is that good then why la all these allergies all. Okay, I know I'm complaining and testing my luck here. Its just that it bugs me la when it happens to me. Alright, its like 3:41am now. I should go to bed. Night people.