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Come Away With Me, 11:28 AM, Friday, October 2, 2009
Do you know what's worth fighting for? When it's not worth dying for? Does it take your breath away And you feel yourself suffocating?
You know when you hardly have time for yourself, family and friends is the time where your so piled up with work and what so ever that you just can't seem to keep things in balance. Then you go wondering at night before you go to sleep feeling alone and like you have lost touch with so many people.
Its hard having to work so hard for something where you sacrifice your time and energy just to be able to get that very something you want. Not only is that the sacrifice, it is also where you give up dinner time with family or rather ever seeing some of them after a few days. Or where you just can't find time to go out and hang out with your closest friends just to catch up on their life.
That's me people. I hardly see my family unless is Ken comes knocking on my door around 8pm-9pm asking me to have dinner and I tiredly say no then go back to sleep then my mom would do the same and she will nag a lil then go have dinner. Among all 3 of them, I see my dad like almost never in 3-4 days. I spend all my day time working then when I come home I just wanna sleep unless you have something for me to do to keep me working.
So if I don't have time for my family imagine my friends. Same thing. I will try to like go out after work but it all bad timing. And I would be all cranky or emo some might say or very serious that kind. All my bad flaws just comes flowing out but if I stay longer I will tend to loosen up and start to laugh just like back in college.
Its hard la. I have a flash gun to get and 2 months of work is barely hitting the target price if I don't do OT like a lot of OT or have triple pay days. KM is getting 500 bucks a month just for writing for HELP Plus I think. Starbucks pays too little for so much work. Lol. But I'm happy for you Ng Kar Mun! Congrats is in order I say which I forgotten to say that night while we were mamak-ing. :)
Anyways, I guess at the end of it all when I do get to spend time with the people I care and love. I will appreciate the time with them so much more and not take it for granted. I guess that is the only good thing I can think of, after spending so much time working.