Come Away With me

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Natalie Law

Come Away With Me, 2:33 PM, Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Crush & Burn

The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting though I still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holding on,
I'm barely holding on to you

The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life

I'm hanging on another day
Just to see what you will throw my way
And I'm hanging on to the words you say
You said that I will, I'll be ok

The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holding on,
I'm barely holding on to you

What's the worst thing that can happen to a person like me now is to find out that, I'm most probably depress. Why? I don't know la. And so that is the other thing. Not knowing what's wrong with you or why I'm depress is bad bad bad.

Cause I've been like all over the place specially when I have got nothing to do or even sometimes when I go hang out with friends or while I'm at work I just go like quiet all a sudden and feeling sad and blue for no reason at all. Not like something trigger something in me right. So yeah. I'm trying to like stay busy or if not I would watch movies or tv series or just sleep. I don't even eat anymore. I only really really eat a meal in like 3-4 days now? Other then that I just have a small bite then that's it for me.

If it's not depression then I don't what is wrong with me already. And while I was doing some cleaning up in my room throwing away unused stuff I feel surrounded by people yet I still feel alone. Now that is just super random and bad. I need a punching bag or something to let you know something for me to do so I will be to get what ever it is out of my system.