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Come Away With Me, 11:26 PM, Sunday, September 13, 2009
It's Not Over
I wake up every Monday then suddenly it’s Sunday and the week is gone. I'm living my life always feeling some sort of emptiness. Some thing is wrong with me. Why always the sudden feeling of emptiness and darkness?
"Most of the time, we can't tell what's wrong with somebody by just looking at them. After all, they can look perfectly fine on the outside, while their insides tell a whole other story. Not all wounds are superficial. Most wounds run deeper than you can imagine. You can't see them with the naked eye. And then there are the wounds that take us by surprise. The trick with any kind of wound or disease is to dig down and find the real source of the pain - and once you've found it, try like hell to heal that sucker."
Semester break has started. Meaning more time to work for me. Gonna work 7 days a week if Sam can put me in for every day of the week. Workaholic mode? Definitely. Its been to days that I have to walk up and down stairs super slow and whenever I sit or squat to get drinks or food, my thighs fucking hurts. I think I may have pulled both my hamstring during bowling last Friday. Excessive stretch is the cause of the pain I'm in now. And I have a bonus to go along with it, migraines. Fantastic. I haven't been to sleep well and long enough to have sufficient energy for work the next day this pass few days. And now have to wake up for work in 5 and a half hour time.
Starbucks is a place that needs to be babyproof so I won't hurt myself cause whenever I work without fail sure will get cuts or burned. I got burn twice in 2 days. I knock my lower back at a sharp corner and then knock my head on another sharp corner yesterday. I'm really clumsy when it comes to my own safety. Wait till you see when I go camp.