I'm feeling uncertain about my feelings that's going on and the emotions that is running high in me. It's gonna get to me anytime soon. I don't know what it is. *Like I ever know what it is.* I hate it when this always happens to me.

I try so many times but it's not taking me
and it seems so long ago that I used to believe
and I'm so lost inside of my head, I'm crazy
but I cant get out of it, I'm just stumbling.

And I'm juggling all the thoughts in my head
I'm juggling and my fears on fire
but I'm listening as it evolves in my head
I'm balancing on one fine wire.

And I remember the time my balance was fine
and I was just walking on one fine wire
but It's frayed at both the ends
and I'm slow unraveling.

Life plays so many games inside of me
and I've had some distant cries, following
and their entwined between the night and sun beams
I wish I were free from this pain in me.

ThreeCocoBananas