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Come Away With Me, 9:34 PM, Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Songs In My PocketPlease Don't Lead Me
by
Pink
I don't know if i can yell any louder,
How many times have i kicked you outer here?
Or said something insulting?
Please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But its always gonna come right back to this
Please don't leave me
How did I become so obnoxious,
What is it with you that makes me act like this?
Your Biggest Mistake
by
NFG
What do you think inside your head (I wanna know)
so you think that this could end up (breaking you)
Your life is a time bomb set to explode
You talk out your ass and everyone knows
For once you should listen or care what i think
Or I'll be gone before you can blink
Everyones told you over and over again
Your making the biggest mistake of your life
Everyones told you
Everyone you left behind
Your making the biggest mistake of your life
Everyone knows that your afraid of (missing out)
And I know that its hard for you to (swallow down)
A world you created set to explode
You lie through your teeth and everyone knows
For once you should take what I'm willing to give
Or you'll stay stuck in the web that your trapped in
Everyones told you over and over again
Your making the biggest mistake of your life
Everyones told you
Everyone you left behind
Your making the biggest mistake of your life
Its a shame (what a shame)
you should take (you take)
And I know its not an easy one to make
You should trust the ones that are closest to you
All Downhill From Here
by
NFG
You’re hiding something, cause it’s burning through your eyes
I try to get it out, but all I hear from you are lies
And I can tell you’re going through the motions
I figured you were acting out your part
Once again, we’re playing off emotion
Which one of us will burn until the end?
Catalyst, you insist to pull me down
You contradict the fact that you still want me around
And it’s all downhill from here
And it’s all downhill from here.
Crawling Back In
My head is stuck on Lily Allen's songs. Her Not Fair kept playing over in my head. I can't remember the lyrics but it still just lingers. Her style is interesting and I think is the main reason why her songs strikes me. Currently listening to Catalyst by NFG repeatively. =/ Something is really bugging me cause this is the only album that kinda relates to my thoughts.
You know when you wake up in the morning and it just so hard to get out of bed. You know at the back of your head that its yet another day. Another day of pretending. Another day where you just wanna lie in bed and hope its over once you wake up even though you just wake up. Another day where you just don't wanna be heard or seen. I know you really care, who really does?
Today is specially dark and cold. Today is the day where I didn't wanna wake up and go to class. Today was the day where I decide to have a extra snooze after my alarm rang and I end up sleeping over time and dad had to wake me up for class. I've been pushing aside along of things from my head and it keeps crawling back in no matter how hard I push it aside. I wonder how long more can I take this. As if I'm not serious as I am already. I stare at the road the whole way to college in dad's car with a blank mind and no emotions. I just stoned and stare.
I'm not even sure where am I getting at here. I'm not happy with some things that happen recently either but knowing myself I know won't do anything but just let it slide away cause I don't want anyone to be unhappy. I'm feel empty right now. I feel lonesome. I don't feel right. Don't get me wrong here. Not that I don't have awesome friends who make me laugh and I love them no doubt. But is that part where I can feel so alone still in a group of friend. I don't feel like I belong anywhere. I never truly felt like I belong anywhere really.
Anyways, some happy stuff alright? Nisha is back in town for a couple of weeks! Gonna meet up with her next week and another time when Ken gets back. My little brother, my half twin the week after next! Looks like I will be hanging out with my other side of friends in time to come. :) That should be something I will be looking forward to. I guess I will never be able to explain how much I miss them and Ken. Nor will I ever be able to explain how I love all my friends in my life right now. I'm being cheesy and corny now. Gonna stop. Gonna hit the lights now. Wanna sleep early.
You know when you wake up in the morning and it just so hard to get out of bed. You know at the back of your head that its yet another day. Another day of pretending. Another day where you just wanna lie in bed and hope its over once you wake up even though you just wake up. Another day where you just don't wanna be heard or seen. I know you really care, who really does?
Today is specially dark and cold. Today is the day where I didn't wanna wake up and go to class. Today was the day where I decide to have a extra snooze after my alarm rang and I end up sleeping over time and dad had to wake me up for class. I've been pushing aside along of things from my head and it keeps crawling back in no matter how hard I push it aside. I wonder how long more can I take this. As if I'm not serious as I am already. I stare at the road the whole way to college in dad's car with a blank mind and no emotions. I just stoned and stare.
I'm not even sure where am I getting at here. I'm not happy with some things that happen recently either but knowing myself I know won't do anything but just let it slide away cause I don't want anyone to be unhappy. I'm feel empty right now. I feel lonesome. I don't feel right. Don't get me wrong here. Not that I don't have awesome friends who make me laugh and I love them no doubt. But is that part where I can feel so alone still in a group of friend. I don't feel like I belong anywhere. I never truly felt like I belong anywhere really.
Anyways, some happy stuff alright? Nisha is back in town for a couple of weeks! Gonna meet up with her next week and another time when Ken gets back. My little brother, my half twin the week after next! Looks like I will be hanging out with my other side of friends in time to come. :) That should be something I will be looking forward to. I guess I will never be able to explain how much I miss them and Ken. Nor will I ever be able to explain how I love all my friends in my life right now. I'm being cheesy and corny now. Gonna stop. Gonna hit the lights now. Wanna sleep early.
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