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Come Away With Me, 8:31 PM, Tuesday, June 2, 2009
I wanna take the time here and now to just apologize to me friends out there and who is reading this right now. I'm sorry if I ever stress you guys out. I know I'm the serious and stressful kind of person and it ain't good for myself and definitely no good to you guys. So, I know I talk really fast or I mumble or etc when I talk but sometimes that doesn't mean I'm stress out its just the way I am when I talk and I hardly ever notice it unless you let me know.
Last thing I wanna do is give my friends the impression I'm stressed out and I end up stressing them as well. So yeah. I wanna apologize for my flaws. I can try to work on it and try to hit on the breaks like Kay Sze said. I don't mean mean a lot of things specially those where it hurts you that kind of thing. I talk without thinking twice really. I just talk like blurted it out just like that without thinking if it might hurt you you or you, you know in ways. I'm super blur for some would have come to know that.
I know my blur-ness might not be a adequate excuse but it is the best I got besides saying I'm sorry. But most of the times I really won't notice I'm talking like a bullet train and will result in people thinking I'm stress out and I have to learn to relax. So yeah. It's just how I speak with my tone. And for some, I know I'm always serious and I have that look. It comes naturally. Believe me when I say I was much worst back in high school. I've change so much that sometimes I miss the old me where I would give total silent treatment to whoever just piss me off. I can go on for like 3 days or more if I'm really pissed and angry. Now, I no longer use silent treatment just ber-emo here in my blog.
So yeah. I have no reason why I'm writing all this really. Its just one of those days where I wanna admit my flaws and my wrongs and ask for forgiveness. :) I know I maybe hard to get and understand but no worries. I'm still figuring out who I am. So thanks for being tolerant and patience with my flaws and I'm sorry for it. If I ever stress any of you out I'm sorry for that too and many more.
"Like a shadow creek I am gleaming No chance of keeping any secrets Have I lost enough security yet?
I am awake, it's getting late I'm in no state to be alone now Yeah I'm alone now Come light the fire in my room I think I'm losing all control now I don't even know how But I'm in your rip tide And now I'm inside out."