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Come Away With Me, 7:59 PM, Wednesday, June 10, 2009
"I've been doing this my way, your way, our way I can't make it work When all I have is not enough.
I've been doing all I can, my plan, your plan And all I get is hurt This game we're playing has to stop.
I got you stuck in my head And all you do is breaking me I can't continue taking this.
I tried my best to understand But I cannot make sense of you I've got to take a stand now.
I don't want to waste another day I don't want to live my life this way I'm tired I just want to lay back down and I don't want to waste another night I don't want to keep on chasing lights
Go on. Go on. Go On. Bye Bye." by The Saturdays- Chasing Lights
"But instead of leaving, I just put the issue to bed."
I've been through worst but this time I was just plain lost and I didn't even know what made me got lost from the start to begin with. Couldn't remember what triggered me to mislead. I wasn't me and it definitely didn't feel good having to put on a silent mask during night and a tough mask during the day. I'm glad I have close friends who stood by me nonetheless through my emotional roller coaster for the pass few days. And I wanna apologize for most of it as well. Getting you guys all freaked out and worried. I'm an ass, I know.
I'm back and normal now. Since I can't figure out what's really wrong with me nor able to find a reasonable explanation of me actions these pass few days. I decide to just stop and wake up. I can't really go on emo-ing for days no more not like how I used to back in high school with silent treatment on the side. So yeah. Sorry you guys. Thanks for having my back all the time. You guys know who you are. I'm alright. Superman is back in town.
I'm done figuring things out that would only break me apart and lose my sense of direction in life that I'm enjoying now.