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Come Away With Me, 11:40 AM, Saturday, March 21, 2009
Is Me + Me Friends = Friendship? That last and mean something.
I've been thinking lately about something that just bugs me every night before I fall asleep or more often whenever I am alone having me time to myself.
Would the friends I know now, last?
Or will it just be the ones where when you need help? Where you take out your phone or go through your e-mail contacts and text or leave a message them, out of no where after months or years without keeping in touch and going out to have a drink?
Or will it just go away after the new semester has come where we all part our on ways?
I want things to last specially relationships with whoever I am close to and got to know them through time. I don't want... Wait, is more like I don't LIKE to see relationships that last just for a few months like every semester you meet new friends then you leave you old friends that kind of thing. Well, you get the idea right?
Some of you may think WTH am I'm like this or why am I thinking so much. Well, maybe because I don't really like the fact where friends these days aren't really friends? What happen to those days where friends will like still hang out after you moved away and all kinds of other things? Even though I hate my high school and most of my high school friends. I still keep in touch with a few cause they were like really friends worth keeping.
And maybe because of high school. I appreciate my friends that I have and know of now more than ever. So I should thank my friends back from high school no? :) Friends are practically family when you are outside in the big big world. Friends get you through craps and give you strength. Friends are there when you stressed out and feel stupid.
I've cool and awesome friends at college. They rock my life I dare to say. XD They are really nice and just simply awesome lar. Wanna know who they are? =D Wanna know is it you? Stay tune k.
Come back to my point. I apreciate all my friends a lot. I can take their tantrums, their laughters, their tears, their fits and I definitely have their backs. But I wonder sometimes do I really have their backs. Because I feel useless all the time. Then I go thinking how I wish I was Ken, my little brother cause he is much more fun than me.
My friends and, me and Ken's friend think he is the bomb of fun and wittyness! My brother is so much funnier than me. Actually he is a lot things than me. Even better actually. I'm like the average of everything. Never too good at anything but always average. :)
I even wonder at times how can my friends now handle me when I'm such a bore. I don't go shopping not that I hate it.. and the list goes on.. :) I think if given a choice between me and Ken. Ken would be winning.
Me or Ken, it doesn't matter or does it matter? I don't know. I love my little brother still either way. I just wanna say, Thank you for all the musics that you have given to me. For all that is true, every music has its own moments. And you guys, me friends gave that to me when I'm in HMC when I needed HELP. :) I love you guys. and I miss you guys lar... I'm so cheesy and sentimental. ish!
I'm a bore. Would you still befriend with a person like me?