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Come Away With Me, 9:15 PM, Wednesday, March 4, 2009
For a moment today. I was back at high school again. Not the environment. But the exact thing happen in class today that made me remember how my a part of high school life was like. Never knew I would get this bad feeling again after high school. Specially at college. I feel so guilty and bad I just couldn't talk because I just do not know how to react. My day couldn't get any worst. I'm so beat up and tired right now. I can't remember when was the last time I felt this tired. And what I had t go through today that made me feel like high school again is just eating me up inside.
I'm really a bodoh and seriously a dumb ass. All I've been doing is to prevent history from repeating itself anywhere and everywhere I go and then it happens when I least expected it. Way to go Nat! You DUMB ASS idiot! Sigh. I still feel the stress and pressure even more now. And I definitely expect myself to be more cautions from now on with my friends. This is why I have a wall that I built up to not let things happen just like it did today. I'm so insensitive! I'm so inconsiderate as well. sigh.
I guess all I really wanna say is that I'm Sorry. I'm really so so sorry.