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Come Away With Me, 10:12 PM, Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Scars by Papa Roach
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And my scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel
Drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone I'm pissed cause you came around Why don't you just go home Cause you channel all your pain And I can't help you fix yourself You're making me insane All I can say is
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And ourscars remind us that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel
I tried to help you once Against my own advice I saw you going down But you never realized That you're drowning in the water So I offered you my hand Compassions in my nature Tonight is our last stand
I'm drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone You shouldn't ever come around Why don't you just go home? Cause you're drowning in the water And I tried to grab your hand And I left my heart open But you didn't understand But you didn't understand Go fix yourself
I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
For some reason tonight is one of those blue nights where I just feel so unappreciated and not given enough credit for the things that I've done all this while. I felt so misused & used. Not like anyone actually cares right. Just that, I don't know. People can just come up to me and say nobody is putting in an effort to keep in touch anymore and that someone is the link that is why nobody is keeping in touch. Like a big huge WTH & FCUK came to my mind.
I'm mad simply because all that I've done meant nothing to nobody. Like all that I have done was nothing and meaningless tau. Like OUCH people. OUCH! I sacrificed and I know others did. But did they go the through the length as I did? Did they put in as much effort as I did? I'm kinda a follower I personally think at times which I hate cause then I have to go with people likes even though I dislike it.
So yeah. I'm actually kinda speechless yet here I am trying to find words to express how I'm feeling. I'm like miss invisible then and I still am because of you people. And it sucks. Listening to emo songs definitely makes me feel better but then again these are scars tau not scratches but actual scars.