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So Come Away With Me to my side of the story and hear me out.
Come Away With Me, 8:46 PM, Tuesday, February 24, 2009
I'm practicing your name So I can say it to your face It doesn't seem right To look you in the eye And let all the things you mean to me Come tumbling out my mouth Indeed its time Tell you why I say its infinitely true
Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you
And there's no cure
And no way to be sure
Why everything turned inside out
Instilling so much doubt
It makes me so tired
I feel so uninspired
My head is battling with my heart
My logic has been torn apart
It all turns sour
Come sweeten every afternoon
Why do people come and go as they please? Why do they only knock on your door when they needed you the most or else no stories at all? I don't know...
I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay You wear me outYou said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed
What has been done is done. Why bother giving me a smiley face when I feel a surge of anger after looking at it. Is this bad of me to even feel such anger? What have I become inside deep down? It is not me, it is not what I wanna be.I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs I never needed pain, I never needed strength I never needed you for judgments I never needed you to question what I spent I never ask for help, I take care of myself, And it's a little late for conversations There isn't anything for you to say And my eye's hurt, hand's shiver, So look at me and listen to me because I don't want to, stay another minute I don't want you, to say a single word Hush hush hush hush... There is no other way, I get the final say because, I don't want to, do this any longer I don't want you, there's nothing left to say Hush hush hush hush... I've already spoken, our love is brokenI never needed your corrections On everything from how I act to what I say I never needed words I never needed hurts I never needed you to be there everyday I'm sorry for the way I let go From everything I wanted when you came along But I'm never beaten, broken not defeated I know next to you is not where I belong
No more trying...
I never needed to put myself through all this crap. So why am I?
You see I am the bravest girl You will ever come to meet Yet I shrink down to nothing At the thought of someone Really seeing me I think my heart is wrapped around And tangled up in winding weeds But I don't wanna go on living Being so afraid of showing Someone else my imperfections And even though my feet Are trembling And every word I say I'm stumbling I will bare it all... watch me unfold Unfold These hands that I hold Behind my back are Bound and broken By my own doing And I can't feel Anything anymore I need a touch to remind me I'm still real
I wanna be known be brave to stand firmly on my ground. I don't wanna be easily bruise.
Here I am, everyday, since you said, you'd come again
But it's not fair, 'cause you're not here
I wait in vain but nothing has changed
I'm a flower soaking in the rain
If I could wish one thing, I'd hear you call my name again
I'm a dreamer waiting for the sun
You were the one I always run to. But what's the point of running when you not even there.
Lately, I been drifting away. Lost focus of things needed to be done.
In the past I've been asking questions but not answer can be given.
Now, its answered but I denied it cause I don't think I deserve it.