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Come Away With Me, 11:07 PM, Thursday, February 19, 2009
I find it really hard to not break down and scream my lungs & head out when I particularly stressed out on a subject that I am not good at. I sucked at economics. I just can't wrap my head around it to understand it completely. And I find it so so hard to not snapped at my friends at college as I use to do it with the KYC and high school gang where I just completely keep quiet and my facial expression would be scary.
I guess I'm slightly different when I'm with different group of friends. I feel more comfortable with my college mates for some weird farny awkward reasons which is why I'm gonna so miss my HMC friends! ish. Back to econs, I was kinda depress and just stressed out this afternoon and I apologize to Kar Mun, Jia Huey & KZ for it. Thanks for caring ya! :)
So when I came back home I didn't went straight to shower but instead I have my car a shower to realese some heat and stress. I just went scrubbing the car till its white and clean. Wiped the windows like 3 times. Was a good small workout going on for me. Plus some part of me was still attached to what I said at the previous post before this.
Anyways. Econs seems to be working out fine with baby steps., like finally!! Wheeee.. I kinda always bring myself down when things aren't being done well and not going well, whether is my jod/duty/responsibility or not. Sigh.
At times like this, all I need is a huge giagantic bear hug that squashes and squeeze me till at a point where I know things are gonna be alright and that I've run to my lala land or a spilt second just to bring myself back together again. I need a hug. I want a hug. Can I have a bear bear hug?