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Come Away With Me, 3:36 PM, Saturday, January 24, 2009
I just realize something. So what I am a ROCK STAR and I don't need you! LOL!. Joking. I was saying that I realize I don't get easily mad. Yes I do get angry easily but not mad. For mad it takes like a period of time to get over the bloody thing or someone for doing something or like finally not mad at myself for certain things.
Like what's the point of being mad? It shows that I freaking blardy care la! What else? I suka suka je waste my time and energy being mad right? Wth.. Some wait.. Most for the matter of fact thinks is a waste of time, right? Well whatever then. I think that it is not a waste of energy if it worth being mad. Some of us including me of course, get negelected, forgotten and being taken lightly. Is like nevermind attitude that she/he will understand la.
Well, it isn't that easy aite. It hurts. It stinks so badly to be disappointed. For me, the feeling of being let down sucks. A few times is alright by me but for so many times till I don't even know how long have I been mad for it. That's just bad mojo. It's like why am I person who also being stood up. I know some of you feel this way too.
Being disappointed for so many times then being let down by the people you loved and care. OUCH! I repeat OUCH! Damn that hurts. Move in a little closer then you will able to feel how I feel. I do believe in karma and maybe that is why I feeling this way cause I done the samething too to others? But takkan sampai these much right I disappointed people.
Sigh. I always scream in my mind, "COME ON!!". Give me a break will you. Being balanced isn't easy I know. We all are only just human right. So why must this happen over and over again. How long more can my patience and tolerance hold on. The true question is. How can I hold on if you keep doing this... How long more must I have to put up with all of these. How long more...