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Come Away With Me, 9:25 PM, Friday, December 26, 2008
It’s Christmas already. So fast time pass by. A year is gonna end soon. I’ve been in HELP University College as a 1st year college student for 7 months where I met new college friends which are fun and awesome. I’ve been with STARBUCKS for a year now where I learnt the ART of COFFEE as a Barista which I have passion for and I’m proud of it. I’ve been with friends with some of you for 3 years now since I was a student facilitator at the 9th KYC and I never regret knowing you as I get close to you. I’ve been with my family and cousins for 18 years as a daughter, sister and cousin sister even aunty to some nieces and nephews.
Time really does fly. In a few more days a new year is gonna come where I turn 19. Somehow I don’t want a new year to come as I don’t know what to expect. Most of all I don’t know what I can expect from myself. I haven’t been the best of myself that I know I can be this year. What makes next year any better right? Maybe with a bit of… Hope? Faith? Believe? Love? From you and me myself. I can be really frank right now and here saying that if without some of you in my life being there side by side with me. I wouldn’t be able to be who I am right now. So yeah. Some of you, you know who you are. You mean a lot to me in almost every thing. =)
I L.O.V.E everyone I met and come to know dearly. I have no special or expensive wishes in the New Year to come. Only just that, relationship will be much closer and stronger than before. Facing up to problems without isolating and just snap in between the way. No more trying so hard to stay way and rejecting the people I love. No more trying to block the people I love from loving me. No more trying to be the hero always. No more trying to be the superman that I can’t be. *I will still be superman depending on situations tho!*
I really do think at times where I ask myself, “How do you the people I love handle me.” As in, how do you handle my attitude, personality, mood swings, my emo face, my all tough annoying face where when I get sick and stuff like that but don’t wanna see a doc, or when I just keep quiet without talking to no one for hours. How on earth could you guys love and care about a person/friend/sister/cousin like ME!! Are you guys that nuts? Crazy? Blind? Sigh.
I’m really grateful to have you guys. To be here to listen, to hug, to laugh, to tear, to walk, to run, to play and to joke. I L.O.V.E you guys till my heart is beating so fast! Thanks for being there for me. Thanks for still being there for me through all my bad and other not so good stuff.
Thanks for being there like always. Being by my side with your advice and hearing me out. Knowing you listen means a whole lot to me, really. I know things aren’t like smooth sailing for both of us at all specially this year. So many many many Ups and DOWNs plus CURVEs till we both go pening KEPALA! You’re influential in so much ways to me, is some thing I would never change ever for anything! Thank you for your words, your hugs, your time, your love and just you yourself. Thank you for everything that you are right now. From a stranger to a friend to close friend to sister is what I never expected. Having you as a sister my sister is just awesome. Love ya sis.
Thank you for you mail during camp. It’s the top No.1 mail in my whole mail box! What you written is so true! Which I'm just gonna keep it to myself and dear to heart ya. We used to be close but maybe I got disconnected along the way. But then I still love you still and do care about you. =) Love ya.
To: Ming Wai
Fish fish love you so much that I can hug you everytime I see you! Bloop bloop bloop bloop. Thanks me fishing me out for lunch whenever you can. I miss your prosperous tummy that I like to rub on. Haha. Miss you la. Love ya too.
You guys are the few people I can really be myself with. You know all my flaws and I have no problem telling my darkest secret to! So yeah. I love you guys like that much k! I’m gonna go Australia for 2 years k during my final years in my degree! Promise!
To: Keith/Aileen/Qian/Sheena/Sher Wen/Edwin
Without you guys how could I ever be the person I am. You guys change me in ways I can never imagine! You guys like totally ROCKZZ! You rock my world la basically in so many ways you guys can create a rock band already. LOL. Therefore, I love you guys like forever wei.
You too spice up my world. With you awesome personality my world would be cold without your hotness in it! Thanks! Love ya! Missing you two a lot too by the way. I wanna see you guys soon ya.
Thank you once more for being in my life. Making an impact in my life. Changing me making me a better person. In the future to come I won't be afraid as long as I have YOU guys with me. Next year will be a whole new year meaning a whole new rollercoster ride in my terms. New challenges. New fears. New UPs & DOWNs. New UpSide Down. New left & right. New bumps. New curves. So with you guys along with the ride. It will no doubt be a hell of a experience yet another year.
Merry Christmas y'all!!!