Come Away With me

Shhhh.. Don't speak till you read. Don't judge till you judge yourself.
Just a place for me to speak freely without anyone breathing down my neck
and just judging who I am and what I write about.
If you do have something to say nonetheless then I shall listen. :]

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So Come Away With Me to my side of the story and hear me out.
Natalie Law

Come Away With Me, 9:25 PM, Friday, December 26, 2008

To: YOU
From: ME

It’s Christmas already. So fast time pass by. A year is gonna end soon. I’ve been in HELP University College as a 1st year college student for 7 months where I met new college friends which are fun and awesome. I’ve been with STARBUCKS for a year now where I learnt the ART of COFFEE as a Barista which I have passion for and I’m proud of it. I’ve been with friends with some of you for 3 years now since I was a student facilitator at the 9th KYC and I never regret knowing you as I get close to you. I’ve been with my family and cousins for 18 years as a daughter, sister and cousin sister even aunty to some nieces and nephews.

Time really does fly. In a few more days a new year is gonna come where I turn 19. Somehow I don’t want a new year to come as I don’t know what to expect. Most of all I don’t know what I can expect from myself. I haven’t been the best of myself that I know I can be this year. What makes next year any better right? Maybe with a bit of… Hope? Faith? Believe? Love? From you and me myself. I can be really frank right now and here saying that if without some of you in my life being there side by side with me. I wouldn’t be able to be who I am right now. So yeah. Some of you, you know who you are. You mean a lot to me in almost every thing. =)

I L.O.V.E everyone I met and come to know dearly. I have no special or expensive wishes in the New Year to come. Only just that, relationship will be much closer and stronger than before. Facing up to problems without isolating and just snap in between the way. No more trying so hard to stay way and rejecting the people I love. No more trying to block the people I love from loving me. No more trying to be the hero always. No more trying to be the superman that I can’t be. *I will still be superman depending on situations tho!*

I really do think at times where I ask myself, “How do you the people I love handle me.” As in, how do you handle my attitude, personality, mood swings, my emo face, my all tough annoying face where when I get sick and stuff like that but don’t wanna see a doc, or when I just keep quiet without talking to no one for hours. How on earth could you guys love and care about a person/friend/sister/cousin like ME!! Are you guys that nuts? Crazy? Blind? Sigh.

I’m really grateful to have you guys. To be here to listen, to hug, to laugh, to tear, to walk, to run, to play and to joke. I L.O.V.E you guys till my heart is beating so fast! Thanks for being there for me. Thanks for still being there for me through all my bad and other not so good stuff.

To: Praevina/Vina/Sis

Thanks for being there like always. Being by my side with your advice and hearing me out. Knowing you listen means a whole lot to me, really. I know things aren’t like smooth sailing for both of us at all specially this year. So many many many Ups and DOWNs plus CURVEs till we both go pening KEPALA! You’re influential in so much ways to me, is some thing I would never change ever for anything! Thank you for your words, your hugs, your time, your love and just you yourself. Thank you for everything that you are right now. From a stranger to a friend to close friend to sister is what I never expected. Having you as a sister my sister is just awesome. Love ya sis.

To: Sabrina

Thank you for you mail during camp. It’s the top No.1 mail in my whole mail box! What you written is so true! Which I'm just gonna keep it to myself and dear to heart ya. We used to be close but maybe I got disconnected along the way. But then I still love you still and do care about you. =) Love ya.

To: Ming Wai

Fish fish love you so much that I can hug you everytime I see you! Bloop bloop bloop bloop. Thanks me fishing me out for lunch whenever you can. I miss your prosperous tummy that I like to rub on. Haha. Miss you la. Love ya too.

To: Mun/Wai/Seng

You guys are the few people I can really be myself with. You know all my flaws and I have no problem telling my darkest secret to! So yeah. I love you guys like that much k! I’m gonna go Australia for 2 years k during my final years in my degree! Promise!

To: Keith/Aileen/Qian/Sheena/Sher Wen/Edwin

Without you guys how could I ever be the person I am. You guys change me in ways I can never imagine! You guys like totally ROCKZZ! You rock my world la basically in so many ways you guys can create a rock band already. LOL. Therefore, I love you guys like forever wei.

To: Abby/Nisha

You too spice up my world. With you awesome personality my world would be cold without your hotness in it! Thanks! Love ya! Missing you two a lot too by the way. I wanna see you guys soon ya.

Thank you once more for being in my life. Making an impact in my life. Changing me making me a better person. In the future to come I won't be afraid as long as I have YOU guys with me. Next year will be a whole new year meaning a whole new rollercoster ride in my terms. New challenges. New fears. New UPs & DOWNs. New UpSide Down. New left & right. New bumps. New curves. So with you guys along with the ride. It will no doubt be a hell of a experience yet another year.

Merry Christmas y'all!!!

Come Away With Me, 9:38 PM, Friday, December 19, 2008

will blog later when I've break from work.
and when I'm not tired.
When I get all the photos I can from other people.
So Sabrina, Keith, Aileen & Sheena!
Would you guys mind if I grap photos from you guys?

Blog about KYC'08 soon people.
Maybe after Ken & Sheena are done with it at
the official KCKL website.

Come Away With Me, 9:23 PM,

You walked with me,
Footprints in the sand,
And helped me understand,
Where I'm going,

You walked with me,
When I was all alone,
With so much unknown,
Along the way,
Then I heard you say,

I promise you,
I'm always there,
When your heart is filled with sorrow,
And despair, I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand.

I see my life flash across the sky,
So many times have I been so afraid.
And just when I, have thought I lost my way,
You gave me strength to carry on,
That's when I heard you say,

I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled
With sorrow and despair
And, I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand.

When I'm with you,
Well I know you've been there,
And I can feel you when you say,

I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled
With sadness and despair
I'll carry you when you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand.
I promise you

Ohhh...(I'm always there)

When your heart is full of
Sadness and despair,and despair
I'll carry you when you need a friend.
You'll find my footprints in the sand.

Hope your grey day is slowly going away.
For I am too like you.
I'm glad that I know how it feels.
Know how your feeling.

My head and my heart are too colliding chaotic
Pace of the world I just wish I could stop it
Try to appear like I've got it together
but deep down.
underneath it all...
I'm falling apart.

Your not alone,
for I am here.

Come Away With Me, 10:24 PM, Thursday, December 18, 2008

Everybody Loves You Now
by
Shane Nicholson

You were far away
And losing a war in your head
On a high-wire line
And just hanging on by a thread
You were all worked up
A dog in a cage
Just about blowing the pressure gauge
But it`s all right
Everybody loves you now

You were colour and sound
Numbers and words in the rain
All that faith won`t heal
And science won`t explain
You were all for real
And nothing less
You`ve been asleep in a beautiful mess
But it`s all right
Everybody loves you now
It`s all right
Everybody loves you now

One more day
Of lonely place to place
When you`re always reaching out
Through time and space
And everybody loves you now

You were breaking out
A great escape
A work of fine art is taking shape
And it`s all right
Everybody loves you now
It`s all right
Everybody loves you now
It`s all right
Everybody loves you now
You know it`s all right
Everybody loves you now

I love you as well sis...
This is dedicated to you.

I will always be your 2nd or 3rd or 5th
or so on person
you wanna come to.
Anytime. Anywhere.

Come Away With Me, 9:41 PM,

Starbucks-fied

Back at WORK is NOT a DOUBT, GREAT + AWESOME = STARBUCKS

I've been transfered to Berjaya Time Square now. Group Floor.

The one with 2 floor and opens at 24 hours 7 days in a week including PUBLIC HOLIDAY.

Met new partners. Managers. Ken & I are in Starbucks now.

I L.O.V.E my new home but the old still remains.

I love it cause is just so much homey. The sofa's. The table.

The bigger bar. The bigger area.

It's much busier at Time Square. Customer comes in almost all the time in WAVES! So do come by and drop by.

I knoe Andy Chew did today! He is the 1st person and the last really.

I wanted sis to come. Cause somehow deep down I feel like she might Love it as much as I do. A get away for just the both of us. Cause really things aren't always easy for us both.

KLP #1 team

I miss them alot. I miss CHRIS!

Miss G!

Miss EDDIE!

Miss DEE!

Miss JU!

Miss everyone!

Loving Christmas

Is All I show of me

Come Away With Me, 9:50 AM, Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Tagged
by
Apan Zhafran & Praevina

Tag 1

1) Do you think you're hot?
Nope! No way ever.

2) Upload your favorite picture of you!
Ouh crab sticks! why la people why...

I don't have actually. Not with me, myself & I le.

3) Why do you like that picture?
I don't know maybe cuz

I'm a bore and it shows in it.

4) When was the last time you ate pizza?
can't remember.

i think it was during college 1st sem last day

5) The last song you listen to?

(Kept repeating these 2 songs over & over d whole morning)

Don't Miss You

by Amy Pearson

Mad

by Ne-Yo

6) What are you doing now besides this?
nothing,

just doing this tag.

7) What name would you prefer besides yours?
Ni Ni? I like both of these names

which ever you like to call me is fine by me

People to Tag
1. Shannon
2. Elaine
3. Aileen
4. Keith
5. SherWen

8) Who is number one?
Shannon

The so fun girl I never get bored of.

She's fun, hot, sexy and just a BLAST!

Makes a good friend too!

9) Number three is having a relationship with?
ME!!

Aileen

10) Say something about number five?
Sher Wen

My awesome friend from camp. Whom I facilitate.

Missing her damn bad cuz I don't see her at all these days.

She's awesome gal who has her own stand! Love her.

11) How about number four?
Keith!

The all cool guy!

he is humble. sweet. sincere. kind. nice.

He is a great friend. and he makes a good BF i think!

so ladies out there! he is currently SINGLE

12) Who is number two?
Elaine.

My friend since kindergarten! Now in the same college with me.
She's fun. Have her own mind.

She loves Jennifer Chung just like me!

She's my longest friendship ever! Hugs

Tag 2

1. Compose a list of your top 15 sexiest famous men/women.
2. Collect one picture of each guy/girl on your list.
3. Post them in your journal.
4. Tag 15 people to do the same.

This is hard la. FAMOUS people some more.

How do I pick only 15 sexiest MEN/WOMAN!

So whoever I PICK

is not only just SEXY

but also

beautiful in more ways then one!

They are also FAMOUS by my own opinion.

Liv Tyler

Praevina

Amy Pearson

Shannon

Elaine

Leona Lewis

Julie Andrews

Anne Hathaway

Jessica Alba

Emma Watson

Marcia

Superman & Batman

The Cast of

The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants

The Cast of

Gossip Girl

Charlize Theron

Scarlett Johansson

Lastly,

The most sexiest people I know who are famous as Gosh knows is...

All in the picture above.

and who ever did not attend like, Sheena, Aileen, Keith & Ming Wai.

Whom we call ourselves the Sexylicious.

That name don't call itself for NOTHING you know!

It's really hard to pickonly 15. So i break the rules. Rules are meant to be broken sometimes.

So yeah. I picked more than 15. and I uploaded more than just a pic for one.

Tag 15 people

1. Shannon
2. Elaine
3. Aileen
4. Sheena
5. Sher Wen
6. Keith
7. Dila
8. Sheryiin
9. Marcia
10. Rachel Soon
11. Fawn
12. Edwin
13. Qian Qian
14. Abby
15. Eva

Come Away With Me, 11:56 PM, Sunday, December 7, 2008

"How could you LAUGH!

Could you share your feelings with ME.

May it be happy or sad. Orange or blue.

Don' just simply take in all alone.

Otherwise,

I will be LONESOME."

Mad
by
Ne-Yo

She's starin' at me,
I'm sittin', wonderin' what she's thinkin'.
Mmmmm
Nobody's talkin',
'Cause talkin' just turns into screamin'.
Ohhh...
And now is I'm yellin' over her,
She's yellin' over me.
All that that means
Is neither of us is listening,
(And what's even worse).
That we don't even remember why were fighting.

So both of us are mad for...

Nothin'
(Fighting for).
Nothin'
(Crying for).
Nothin'
(Whoahhh).
But we won't let it go for
Nothin'
(No not for)
Nothin'.
This should be nothin' to a love like what we got.
Ohhh, baby...

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
(Cant sleep through the pain).

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me).
No, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...

And it gets me upset, girl
When you're constantly accusing.
(Askin' questions like you've already known).
We're fighting this war, baby
When both of us are losing.
(This ain't the way that love is supposed to go).

Whoaaaaaaaaa...
[What happened to workin' it out].
We've falled into this place
Where you ain't backin' down
And I ain't backin' down.

So what the hell do we do now...
It's all for...

Nothin'
(Fighting for).
Nothin'
(Crying for).
Nothin'
(Whoahhh).
But we won't let it go for
Nothin'
(No not for)
Nothin'.
This should be nothin' to a love like what we got.
Ohhh, baby...

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
(Cant sleep through the pain).

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me).
No, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...

Oh baby this love ain't gonna be perfect,
(Perfect, perfect, oh oh).
And just how good it's gonna be.
We can't fuss and we can't fight
Long as everything alright between us
Before we go to sleep.

Baby, we're gonna be happy.

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
(Cant sleep through the pain).

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me).
No, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...

Come Away With Me, 3:32 PM, Saturday, December 6, 2008

Don't Miss You
by
Amy Pearson

Was just the other day when you said to me
That you had enough
Told me that you wanna move on with your life
And now you sing to me the same old melody
That I’m still the one
You thought I’d hang around while you made up your mind

I used to say that you were everything
You got your way but not anymore

Did you think it would be that easy
Did you think I’d be back for more
Loving you was a big mistake cos I don’t miss you at all
Did you think I would wait forever
Baby like the others did before
Loving you was my mistake cos I don’t miss you at all

No, I don’t I don’t I don’t miss you

So here you are today trying to manipulate
But that won’t work this time
Cos baby don’t you know you’re the last thing on my mind
Not gonna hesitate don’t wanna recreate the dreams you broke in two
So I’ll pick up the pieces of my broken heart and be done

Did you think it would be that easy
Did you think I’d be back for more
Loving you was a big mistake cos I don’t miss you at all
Did you think I would wait forever
Baby like the others did before
Loving you was my mistake cos I don’t miss you at all

No, I don’t I don’t I don’t miss you

No, I don’t I don’t I don’t miss you
No, I don’t I don’t I don’t need you

I gotta move on with my life
Cos I don’t miss you at all

Did you think it would be that easy
Did you think I’d be back for more
Loving you was a big mistake cos I don’t miss you at all
Did you think I would wait forever
Baby like the others did before
Loving you was my mistake cos I don’t miss you at all

Check this song out. Awesome song. Speciallyif you are trying to get over some one. Just sing this out or you could just be like Charlotte York from Sex And The City saying, "I CURSE the DAY you were BORN!"

Come Away With Me, 3:03 PM,

Bloody Stupid Annoying Irritating

DYSFUNCTIONAL COMMUNICATION

YOU & I Have!

I HATE it so BADLY!

At specially at times like THIS

I just wanna hang up on you and

don't not care and just let it freaking be!

And with THAT tone in your voice

Thanks for making it so much

more easier for me to hang up

without saying BYE.

This thing...

This,

DYSFUNCTIONAL COMMUNICATION

brings out the worst in me

which is the DEVIL in me!

Come Away With Me, 11:30 PM, Friday, December 5, 2008

College. Them.

Shaleny's baby

Shen-Ly's baby

My baby

Sangeetha's baby

I open my eyes the world seems a different place,
The colours are brighter and the air is sweet to taste.
see it's like I woke up from a nightmare that tied me down,
I smothered and trapped insiode a sleep way underground

Its time I learned to fall,
To say the word goodbye.
To feel the sunlight on my face,
Maybe that means...

I'm ready to fly,
I wanna breathe in and breathe out and be who I am,
Let go of fear wanna feel alive.
I'm ready to fly,
The more that you hold me back you set me free,
You help my heart decide..
Maybe I'm, maybe I'm I'm ready to fly.

Where is your faith, where is your love for me?
Why do you fight the things I imagine in my dreams?
See the poison is strong, an addiction is tough to break.
But love is the hardest thing I have ever had to shake.

Its time to break these chains,
To look you in the eye,
To tell you that its over now,
Maybe that means...

I'm ready to fly,
I wanna breathe in and breathe out and be who I am,
Let go of fear wanna feel alive.
I'm ready to fly,
The more that you hold me back you set me free,
You help my heart decide..
Maybe I'm, maybe I'm I'm ready to fly.

Give me the strength to walk awa
Give me the strength to stay the road ahead
Even if it's a lonely place.
Give me the hope to mend this hear
Give me the chance to see love smile, smile again
To see love smile..

Its time I learned to fall,
To say the word goodbye.
To feel the sunlight on my face,
Maybe that means...

I'm ready to fly,
I wanna breathe in and breathe out and be who I am,
Let go of fear wanna feel alive.
I'm ready to fly,
The more that you hold me back you set me free,
You help my heart decide..
Maybe I'm, maybe I'm I'm ready to fly

Lunch with them

I did my best, but I guess my best wasn't good enough
'cause here we are back where we were before
seems nothing ever changes
we're back to being strangers
wondering if we ought to stay or head on out the door

Just once
can't we figure out what we keep doing wrong
why we never last for very long
what are we doing wrong.
just once
can't we find a way to finally make it right
to make the magic last for more than just one night
if we could just get to it
I know we could break through it.
Ohh ohhh

I gave my heart
but I think my heart may have been too much
'cause lord knows we're not getting anywhere
seems we're always blowing
whatever we've got going
and it seems at times with all we've got
we haven't got a prayer....

Just once
can't we figure out what we keep doing wrong
why the good times never last for long,
where are we going wrong
just once...
can't we find a way to finally make it right
to make the magic last for more than just one night
i know we could break through it
if we could just get to it

Just once, I want to understand.....
why it always comes back to goodbye;
why can't we get ourselves in hand
and admit to one another
we're no good without each other
take the best and make it better
find a way to stay together

Just once.....
can't we find a way to finally make it right...Ohhhh
to make the magic last for more than just one night
i know we could break through it
if we could just get to it

Just Once.....
Ohhhh, we can get to it
Just Once.....

Lemon Gardan at Shangri-La
Dad's birthday