Come Away With me

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and just judging who I am and what I write about.
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So Come Away With Me to my side of the story and hear me out.
Natalie Law

Come Away With Me, 12:46 AM, Wednesday, October 22, 2008

In life, there are 2 generally types of people. There are people who don’t have to do much or anything to get what they want then there are people who work hard to get what they want. It is their fault or is it their luck. It neither. Maybe it is just fate? I don’t know, do you? My dad told me that he can never have any luck in most things and that he has to work hard for it. I agree with him some how maybe because I feel the same way.

Sometimes how I wish life would be just easier for me and for people like me. A grin smile you might have on your face right now. Thinking who I am to think like this when you are also like this. Well isn’t this my blog? Is this a place where I get to say what I wanna say and where the freedom of speaking comes in? Don’t judge don’t you dare just yet. If you think it’s easy for me to write things like this then you are so wrong. I have written countless of draft like this on different issues I face but it all just seems so vague. Plus I can’t seem to just put it in the right words and form. Damn me for not being as capable as my little brother which whom who has a really wide vocab!

There’s something I wanna say. I feel like the girl next door, the unnoticed one, the invisible one at times. I bet most of us feel this way sometimes or rarely or always. Why try so hard at some things when you just know the outcome? I do that always. Somehow some way I think that the outcome is only just my assumption. It’s the future I’m talking about it yet to be written so anything can happen. For people like me, I don’t work with much logic besides on certain things la. But mostly I work with my gut and feelings. I wanna be true to myself but yet I care so much about what people around me thinks. So typical of me right, lame I know. How la?!

Some say they don’t judge but they do. Some say just follow your heart then turn around you shouldn’t this and that. The world is just so complicated but yet so addictive and interesting. I enjoy what I’ve been through and what I’m going through. It’s like a movie constantly changing and having drama and dilemma one after another!

I just wanna say something to some out there who knows me. You are like the song by Katy Perry, Hot N Cold! Seriously! Not joking. It bugs me so badly like crap k. So the next time when you plan to ask me why I did this or why am I being this way. Look yourself in the mirror 1st. I do believe in good karma and bad karma. Maybe I deserve it la but you do to. Don’t ever dare say I never tried! I did it is you who didn’t.

Crap! Sorry if I’m being all over the place again. I can never be well organized in things like this even in my English essays! Typical me.