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Come Away With Me, 2:47 PM, Thursday, May 29, 2008
What if you just realize that a new found friend who you met just not a while ago told you that you are gonna die? That she only have her days numbered upon her. What do you do? Especially if she send you her link to ask you to read and not mention a thing to her after reading. What should I do? Its like I got hit by a hard fact of life like a truck speeding at 140km/h that is life is too short and you will never know what is gonna happen in a heart beat. So I have been through these with my family but yet it doesn't make any easier for me to accept that why must it be you? Life is unfair for good people.
I had a feeling that what you weren't ready to tell me then is gonna be bad and it cross my mind that it could be serious illness that needs chemo. I know I've only known you for a while but still I got to know you, your best friends, who your parents and the past with them and your love and all. So like how could I leave you behind and let you face that illness alone. If its a war then a war I shall fight with you side by side. And it doesn't mean i love you any lease aite woman.
So call out my name as loud as you can or scream it out more often now on our college hall way and classes cause once I hear my name you can be certain that I will answer, "what?!" in a smile of mine and you would smile back saying, "ass!". So yeah, do expect things from me but not expecting nothing from me. Your days are numbered like a countdown timer or clock so as our friendship that we just barely built but seem so strong already.
And I will go to your wedding. Whenever that maybe or wherever that will be. I'll wear the bridemaids gown or dress you selected too. Cause life is too short to say no to this and that. So yeah. Hell ya I will wear a dress on your wedding. Only yours aite woman. Maybe to a few more friends.
So let me be another person who touches you life in any small ways possible. When I see rain I don't look for shelter like most people but indulge in it like some people. So same goes with you and everyone else.
And lastly dear.. Don't even think for a sec that your friends whom you love will leave your side and ditch you cause of anything at all. If they do then they are missing out on a very good friend and they will get slap and butt kick by ME! We all love you more than ever not any less.