Come Away With me

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Natalie Law

Come Away With Me, 3:12 PM, Wednesday, May 21, 2008

“Living alone I think of all the friends I’ve known when I dial the telephone nobody’s home. All by myself don’t wanna be all by myself anymore hard to be sure sometimes I feel so insecure and loves so distant and obscure remains the cure…”- All By Myself

“I never promised you a ray of light I never promised there'd be sunshine everyday I’ll give you everything I have the good, the bad… I always said that I would make mistakes
I’m only human and that’s my saving grace I’ll fall as hard as I try so don’t be blinded
see me as I really am I have flaws and sometimes I’m even sad so pull me from that pedestal I don’t belong there one thing is clear I wear a halo, I wear a halo when you look at me but standing from here, you wouldn’t say so, you wouldn’t say so if you were me… ”- Halo

“It's October again Leaves are coming down One more year's come and gone And nothing's changed at all Wasn't I supposed to be someone Who can face the things that I've been running from. Let me feel, I don't care if I breakdown Let me fall, even if I hit the ground and if I... Cry a little Die a little At least I know I lived, just a little... I've become much too good at being invincible I'm an expert at play it safe, and keep it cool But I swear this isn't who I'm meant to be I refuse to let my life roll all over me...…”- Let Me Fall

“Was thinking on my time away I miss you and things weren't the same 'Cause everything inside it never comes out right… I’m sorry bad, I’m blue I'm sorry about all the things I said to you and I know I can't take it back… This time I think I’m to blame
it’s harder to get through the days we get older and blame turns to shame……”- I’m Sorry

“You, you got me thinking it'll be alright. You, you told me, “Come and take a look inside." You believed me, in every single lie. But I, I failed you this time. And it feels like tonight. I can't believe I'm broken inside. Can't you see that there's nothing that I wanna do, but try to make it up to you? And it feels like tonight, tonight…….”- Feels Like Tonight

“And I wanna be inside your heaven take me to the place you cry from where the storm blows you away and I wanna be the earth that holds you, every bit of air you're breathing in, a soothing wind. I wanna be inside your heaven when minutes turn to days and years if mountains fall, I'll still be here holding you until the day I die……”- Inside Your Heaven

“Sitting by the window singing songs of love, wishing you were here because the memory's not enough. Wear my mask in silence pretending I’m alright if you could see then you would be here standing by my side. Feels like I’m walking in the rain… I find myself trying to wash away the pain cause I need you to give me some shelter cause I’m fading away… Of all we've said and done remains the memories of days when life was fun but now when you are gone I sit alone to watch the setting of the sun feels like I'm walking in the rain……”- Walking In The Rain

“Then my heart did time in Siberia was waiting for the lie to come true. Cause it's all so dark and mysterious when the one you want doesn't want you too. I was drifted in between like I was on the outside looking in, in my dreams you are still here. Like you've always been……”- Siberia

“Take time to realize, that your warmth is. Crashing down on in. Take time to realize, that I am on your side Didn't I, Didn't I tell you. But I can't spell it out for you, no it's never gonna be that simple no I cant spell it out for you. If you just realize what I just realized, then we'd be perfect for each other and will never find another. Just realized what I just realized we'd never have to wonder if we missed out on each other now……”- Realize

“I've got a midnight bottle gonna drink it down a one way ticket takes me to the times we had before when everything felt so right if only for tonight. I've got a midnight bottle gonna ease my pain from all these feelings driving me insane, I think of you and everything's all right if only for tonight. Got a midnight bottle drifting off into the candlelight where I can find you any old time. A midnight bottle I forgot how good it felt to be in a dream just like you had me cause lately I've been stumbling feels like I'm recovering but I think it's only for tonight……”- Midnight Bottle

“I needed a dream when it all seemed to go bad then I found you and I have had the most beautiful dreams any mans ever had…I needed a dream to make me strong you were the only reason I had to go on. You were my dream all the things I never knew you were my dream. Who could believe they could ever come true and who would believe. The world would believe and my dreams too……”- When I First Saw You

“Rushing and racing and running in circles moving so fast I'm forgetting my purpose. Blur of the traffic is sending me spinning getting nowhere. My head and my heart are colliding chaotic; pace of the world I just wish I could stop it. Try to appear like I've got it together I'm falling apart. Save me somebody take my hand and lead me slow me down. Don't let love pass me by just show me how cause I'm ready to fall slow me down. Don't let me live a lie before my life flies by I need you to slow me down. Sometimes I fear that I might disappear in the blur of fast forward I falter again. Forgetting to breathe I need to sleep I'm getting nowhere. All that I've missed I see in the reflection pass me while I wasn't paying attention tired of rushing, racing and running I'm falling apart… The noise of the world is getting me caught up chasing the clock and I wish I could stop it just need to breathe somebody please slow me down…”- Slow Me Down

“So why does you pride make you run and hide. Are you that afraid of me? But I know it's a lie what you’re keeping inside. That’s not how you wanted to be. I’ll wait for you If it's the last thing I do……”- Wait For You

“I guess I need my life to change seems like something's just aren't the same. What could I say? I need a little more luck than a little bit cause every time I get stuck the words won't fit. And every time that I try I get tongue tied I'll need a little good luck to get me by. I need a little more help than a little bit like the perfect one word no one's heard yet cause every time that I try I get tongue tied I need a little good luck to get me by this time……”- Tongue Tied

“I can't stand to fly I'm not that naïve. I'm just out to find the better part of me. I'm more than a bird. I'm more than a plane. More than some pretty face beside a train, it's not easy to be me. Wish that I could cry, fall upon my knees, and find a way to lie about a home I'll never see. It may sound absurd but don't be naïve, even heroes have the right to bleed. I may be disturbed but won't you concede, even heroes have the right to dream. It's not easy to be me. I can't stand to fly. I'm not that naïve. Men weren't meant to ride with clouds between their knees. I'm only a man in a silly red sheet digging for kryptonite on this one way street .Only a man in a funny red sheet looking for special things inside of me……”- Superman

“I learned from you that I do not crumble I learned that strength is something you choose all of the reasons you keep on believing' there's no questions that’s a lesson I learned from you we don’t always agree on what is the best way to get to the place that we're going from here but I can really trust and give you the distance to make you decision with out any fear im grateful for all of the times you opened my eyes… I learned that strength is something you choose all of the reasons you keep on believing there's no questions that's a lesson I learned from you.”- I Learn From You

“This is the way you left me, I'm not pretending. No hope, no love, no glory, No Happy Ending. This is the way that we love, like its forever. Then live the rest of our life, but not together. Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life Can't get no love without sacrifice If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell This is the hardest story that I've ever told No hope, or love, or glory Happy endings gone forever more I feel as if I'm wasting and I'm wasting everyday……”- Happy Ending

“Is for you from me I give it away so easily never stop to look at what's behind. For you from me everything we want will be holding us together tonight, tonight. Unexpected, I'm not used to chasing dreams and catching them. All of a sudden I'm the winner in the end I'm used to every door I open closing always making sure I'm not supposing I can't believe I'm really here……”- For You From Me

“Can you tell me how we got in this situation I can't seem to get you off my mind. All these ups and downs they trip up our good intentions. Nobody said this was an easy ride. After all, we're only human always fighting what we're feeling, hurt instead of healing. After all we're only human Is there any other reason Why we stay instead of leaving.… I'm smart enough to know that life goes by and it leaves a trail of broken hearts behind. If you feel I'm letting go, just give me time I'll come running to your side. Can you tell me how we got into this situation I can't seem to get you off my mind……”- Human

“One day I'll turn around, I'll see your hand reach out I'm only fooling myself, but maybe when you smile it means you'd stay awhile. Just maybe you'd save me now. Well, now it's etched in stone. That I can't survive alone you have the missing piece.
That I need so desperately. Yes, I slip away to a day that'll never come, it's like a splash of water to my face. When I suddenly realize That you could never find a place for me in your eyes, and I don't know why I keep thinking……”- Only Fooling Myself

“And I'm searching; I'm still searching for answers. People have often told me to choose a different road. That this one can get ugly, twisting turns that just grow old but I'm walking, I don't care if I'm walking alone. And I, screaming into the dark searching for an answer, where do I go from here? I, I don't know where I'm headed or if this is just a big mistake. Something's telling me that falling down is a chance that I'll just have to take... And I'm standing still but I can't catch my breath already running as fast as I can but going nowhere. Where do I go from here? - Where Do I Go From Here

“And all I've been doing is protecting, a lie for the sake of my pride. While all the others set me thinking, we could be more than just amazing. I couldn't see it I must have believed a lie if I admit it, would you let me make it right. Is it all gone, we could be more than just… we could be more than just amazing and all I've been doing is protecting, a lie for the sake of my pride and all the others set me thinking, we could be more than just amazing……”- Amazing

“So when your spirit gets too weak When the water seems too deep When you think there's just no way I'll be there for you night and day When the mountain Seems too steep When your spirit gets too weak When you think there's just no way I'll be there for you night and day……”-When Your Spirit Gets Too Weak

“I'm so scared that you will see all the weakness inside of me. I'm so scared of letting go that the pain I've hid will show. I know you want to hear me speak but I'm afraid that if I start to I'll never stop. I want you to know you belong in my life, I love, the hope I see in your eyes. For you I would fly. At least I would try. For you I'll take the last flight out. I'm afraid that you will leave as my secrets have been revealed. In my dreams, you'll always stay. Every breathing moment from now. I know you want to hear me speak but I'm afraid that if I start to I'll never stop. I cannot hold back the truth no more, I let you wait too long. Although it's hard and scares me so, a life without you scares me more.”- Last Flight Out

“Under the silver stars anywhere you are, near or far you are close to me. When you don't understand and when you think nobody can I'll be the friend and the hope
you need. Let me be the one, leading you through the night sharing the smiles and tears you cry. Let me be the one loving you when you're weak. For all the strength you need you can come to me. I will be by your side when you wanna break down
and cry I'll make you promises you can believe. For the kind of love you can trust, for escape from the hopelessness. Don't you know that you can come to me……”- Let Me Be The One

“Everybody wants to be loved every once in a while we all need someone to hold on to just like a helpless child.Can your whisper in my ear let me know its all right . It's been a long time coming down this road and now I know what I've been waiting for just like a lonely highway. I'm trying to get home, love's been a long time coming. You can love for a lifetime, you could love for a day, you can think you've got everything but everything is nothing when you throw it away. Then you look in my eyes and I have it all once again. Didn't know I was lost till you found me. Didn't Know I was blind but now I see. Can your whisper in my ear let me know its all right……”- Long Time Coming

“Lately I've been thinking about the things that we've been through. And I don't know if I'd be here, if not for you. I had to take a little time to try to work things out and you should know that I have never meant to let you down. Cause I wanna tell you that I'm sorry, And even when I'm not giving enough and I'm taking too much
you're still there for me. Even when I got nothing at all and I'm ready to fall you're still there for me. Even when I can't be there for you, you're always there for me
Sometimes I know I can be so hard to understand. Even when I'm lost, you show me who I really am. Life with me hasn't always been an easy ride but because of you I've learned to lose my selfish pride……”- Still There For Me

“Think of me think of me fondly, when we've said goodbye. Remember me
once in a while -please promise me you'll try. When you find that, once again, you long
to take your heart back and be free -if you ever find a moment, spare a thought for me. We never said our love was evergreen or as unchanging as the sea - but if you can still remember stop and think of me . . . Think of all the things we've shared and seen - don't think about the things which might have been . . . Think of me, think of me waking, silent and resigned. Imagine me, trying too hard to put you from my mind. Recall those days
look back on all those times, think of the things we'll never do - there will never be a day, when I won't think of you……”- Think Of Me

I never knew how to find words or anything to show and explain how I feel in most times cause I just can't not that I don't want to. Songs above and more are my ways of showing and telling.

You have time for others but not for me. You would reply others but not mine. You would say yes to others but its hard to say yes to me. You would consider how others feel if you do something but what about me. Maybe its just be being way over myself here. But its a feeling that I'm trying so hard to put it to an end but it kept rising up from the ashes.

Am I that a nobody? Or am I just a somebody only when you remember me. I feel so invisible. Feel so empty and a nothing. With all that I do and done I feel so stupid and a fool at times thinking why am I doing what I do that just doesn't put me anywhere but still remain unsaid and unmoved. I tried making things right and trying to mend it but I'm still a failure. I failed one to many till I lost count.

You're not the 1st among the rest who is able to made me feel all these, this way. Its not your fault. Neither it's theirs. But it's mine cause I don't know how to fix and handle these feelings that had been thrown to me for so many years to come now. So its isn't how I look of you, think of you or see of you cause you it never was. I'm just finding my way around all these or through it. Would you stay and be with me still after this? It's not a one man show but both. One can't make it work but both can. You know that I know that.