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Life itself takes us away by many blows of suprises. Some are good some are just bad. Never the less. Always know that in you heart. Your NEVER ALONE. There will always be family, friends or even people you don't know care bout you. Nobody is ever alone in this world we are living in unless you distance yourself from them.
Some of you may remember this song Never Alone by Jim Brickman feat. Sara Evans. I did a movie maker of it with photos of the Sexylicious with this song to sis. Wonder if she still has it with her. I wanna just let you guys know this song better this time. And its a song that is from me for you. Whenever you feeling down or sad or heartbroken or confused or in pain or lost or blur as always like me. Hope you listen to this song cause its just meaningful.
Just got a bad news from someone this morning and I just felt helpless cause I was wordless. I just though being through the same situation so many times in my life now I could come up with comforting words to at least make them feel a lil bit better or at lease feel that everything is gonna be alright but actually I end up saying nothing. All I could think of was just to like drive there and be there if I could. I would just stay there and be there till its all over. Cause that was what people I know did for me when I was in those situation. That made me feel that it's all gonna be just fine. Tears will surely be shed. Regrets and pain will surely be felt. People say, "If you love them so. Set them free. Let them be happy." And I am really sorry for saying that I will be there but I didn't. I'm trying not to be silly here.
There's so many things I wish I could do and I would do. Cause I always say, "If I Could I Would". My words may not mean anything to some or most of you and I know that I can't always be there and make everyone happy but its what I wanna do cause I could do it. Its not impossible is just not easy that's all. I know its hard and tough to try to please everyone.
Some called me stupid and a dumb fool for that. Some may say I'm showing off of how goody good I am and some might say I'm faking it all and it's all just an act to just get attention and all the limelight. Even some may say its actually for myself and etc. In few years back I would be beating myself up with their words but now not so much anymore. I can't deny that I do care alot bout what people think and how they see me and etc. But lately I asked myself and question myself so many times and I find that what I'm doing or gonna do will worthwhile. Because I don't wanna wake up one day thinking to myself and ask myself, "What if..."