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Come Away With Me, 10:31 PM, Friday, March 28, 2008
"Until I Get Over You"
Woke up today thinking of you
Another night that I made my way through
So many dreams still left in my mind
But they can never come true
I press rewind and remember when
I close my eyes and I'm with you again
But in the end I can still feel the pain, every time I hear your name
The sun won't shine since you went away
Seems like the rain's falling every day
There's just one heart, where there once was two
But that's the way it's gotta be,
'til I get over you
Walked through the park, in the evening air
I heard a voice and I thought you were there
I run away but I just can't escape
Memories of you everywhere
They say that time will dry the tears
But true love burns for a thousand years
Give my tomorrows for one yesterday
Just to know that I could have you here
The sun won't shine since you went away
Seems like the rain's falling every day
There's just one heart, where there once was two
But that's the way it's gotta be,
'til I get over you
When will this river of tears stop fallin'
Where can I run so I won't feel alone
Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin'
I've just gotta take it from here on my own
But it's so hard to let go
The sun won't shine since you went away
Seems like the rain's falling every day
There's just one heart, where there once was two
But that's the way it's gotta be,
'til I get over you
I was the naive fool afterall. All this time since the start I taken a risk that I know I will end up here right now where I always have been broken and empty. Thinking that I had move from the place I pause but actually I didnt. Its unfair it always was and it never change. Call it curse call it what so ever I couldn't care anymore.
You told me once it wasn't a dream it was real and you were real. Was it just words said to comfort me cause I'm scared of the dark. I should have listen to my head instead of my heart that lead me here. Why do I go through so much and end up with nothing. I guess I didn't had anything from the start ain't it? It was a just a dream afterall. From the drink to the scar to the place where we are now. All feels so distant.
Finally I asked, you said stop and I shall. I should have known what I gotten myself into from the beginning but as what a fool does, I didn't read the warning signs and keep going thinking I might be different. Who was I to think I could change things. Who was I to think that I could have been the friend you wished. I'm nothing but myself where is not enough for anyone even myself. It hurts. As naive and dump as I can be all this years, I'm sorry to say I've learn nothing but fallen again. I will keep falling till I get over you... Maybe I came into your life at the wrong time or never should had step in. I 爱得太迟.