Photography is; My Love, My life, My All

Photography is my love, my life, my all. I love taking pictures as much as how you love visiting my blog. The film in my camera doesn't seem to end; it just keeps on going and going and going.. (you get the idea). The camera of mine is amazing! It captures every moment of my life, every moment of the world. I own a awesomely cool photo album which tells you my life story! I would love to show you! But at this moment, let's stick to reading my online diary :]

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A lil About Me

This site belongs to a photographer-yet-to-be named.
Who is still a amateur at it very much, me,
Natalie Law Wen Ni.

I love photography. I love capturing the moment. Photos are my words.
On a particular 28th of December '08, I received my very 1st DSLR camera from my dear Daddy. Love'em!
There are lots of pretty colors in the world so follow me and see it through my lens from the sidelines.

For your information. I'm not your average girl. I think cuts and bruises are awesome and cool cause they meant something that I've accomplish. And the scars that is left behind reminds me of just that when I needed a lift. I'm pretty tough I would say when I have the heart and passion to do something and I go all out.

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Horoscope: Aquarius
Sites: Natalie Law @ Facebook
Hobbies: Photography. Hanging with my friends.

Friday, July 17, 2009, 6:04 AM

KYC'08 Report

This activity was Kiwanis Youth Camp first collaboration with the Nomad for extreme outdoor experience for us. I slipped at least 2 times minimum just to get down. And the slipping part led to a huge harsh loud knock to the walls which led to OUCH OUCH OUCH and pretty much "I don't wanna die! Its all in my hands! OMG OMG OMG!" That's pretty much what was on my mind besides enjoying the adrenalin pumping me up like nuts like morphine or something. It took a lot of courage to abseil down knowing no one but yourself is the key to get down and not get really hurt. But it was a hell of a experience. And I didn't chicken out and back out but I was calling God's name out a lot when I was there. Wonder what is in stall for us this year end! It better be more tough and extreme than last year but they can skip the whole 2 hour long tiring height. I haven't got bitten by leeches so far since I join KYC. Yay for me!

Me closing my ears cause it was loud, Ken was at the right side doing the Hiro Nakamura, YATA!

I guess I love camp so much cause its a group of youth and adults from different schools, colleges all over Malaysia coming at a place to have fun and go crazy with games that people thinking its lame or childish or maybe both. But let me tell you this, it is not. I still can hear the drums they hit so hard when I was to find for the car keys. We communicate differently in camp. We become like lil crazy nuts kids playing things we never played before. Ken and I paired up to lead one session of the drums. Ken and I got close cause of KYC and we have the same group of friends.

We were the motors of this raft

It was hard paddling with only just a freaking paddle! So all of us decide to jump of the raft and swim while pushing the raft. Freaking tiring and gosh it was heavy the raft. And we were swimming like we are in the Olympics. We just like to have some competitions, its good for us. Making us working together as a team to a whole new level and work under pressure.

We the Untitled Surviviors
Couldn't come up with any better names with so much time being given to us.
Our cheer is funny. I always lose my voice at camp.

I miss camp. Next camp is coming up! Can't wait.
12th Kiwanis Youth Camp'09 would be awesome!

Its my last year as a participant. I'm getting OLD! I don't wanna go back next year as the committee. But what the heck. We are doing good here. Changing a person at a time.

I met awesome friends here. And sometimes we only see each other here and here only in a whole year but we get to hang out and be with each other for 4 days 3 nights. I don't know what would camp be like without the Sexylicious who continues to grow and making more noise then ever.

The official full report is here at Kiwanis Club of Kuala Lumpur by Sheena Liam

Thursday, July 16, 2009, 8:03 AM

Slayer

I've been MIA lately here haven't I? Well, Ken is back and he uses the laptop and desktop more now so it has dawn to me that I'm lazy to even come online now. I've been watching Buffy The Vampire Slayer for almost a week of two now. Its my reward and addiction to keep watching it till late at night then wake up tired for class. I did study but I watch more then I study. I'm in season 6 Dvd 2 now. And I wanna finish season 6 then move on to season 7 so I can cure my addiction.

Anyways, this week has been the tired, busy, good and bad week. Well, my car broke down 3 times in a week! New RECORD! Broke down once on Monday on my way to class then twice this morning! Stupid car. Or is it just me? My dad is annoyed and really pissed out frustrated bout the car. Its like the car only bullies me. I'm dead serious. Gosh. So yeah. I went out on Tuesday, Wednesday and this weekend I'm gonna be out all day! So yeah. Its fun but yet at the same time I have to study and not have so much fun.

I'm gonna go watch Buffy now. Then sleep then wake up then study then watch again. But more studying tomorrow. Btw, I'm gonna go watch ManU after all. Well, I was never a fan of soccer and I don't even know the players in ManU. Haha. A good experience nonetheless. I can't wait for the weekends specially Sunday.

Saturday, July 11, 2009, 9:43 PM

"Gratitude, appreciation, giving thanks. No matter what words you use, they all mean the same thing. Happy. We're supposed to be happy. Grateful for friends, family. Happy just to be alive. Whether we like it or not.

Maybe we're not supposed to be happy. Maybe gratitude has nothing to do with joy. Maybe being grateful means recognizing what you have for what it is. Appreciating small victories. Admiring the struggle it takes simply to be human. Maybe we're thankful for the familiar things we know. And maybe we're thankful for the things we'll never know. At the end of the day, the fact that we have the courage to still be standing is reason enough to celebrate."

, 9:10 PM

Another Layer

You know how is it that I get all clumsy during my time at Starbucks. I get bruises, burns, spills and CUTS. Yeah, I bleed alot for Starbucks no? I take the pain and hits for being a barista. How does it suppose to feel like when you pick up shattered glass and when you get cut by it? It should hurt right? Like your pain censored in your finger will tell the brain its a cut and its bleeding quite a lot than it should be so it means the cut is fairly deep and OUCH it bloody hurts. Right right? Well I got cut yesterday picking up broken mugs due to the carelessness of my district manager. The customer was shock by the load bang sound though.

Anyways, I didn't feel no pain or anything else along the line. I just felt like my flesh has been cut into 2 that can't be joined back anytime soon. And I bleed quite a lot for a cut on the finger and its my left hand middle finger. The last time I bleed a lot was last year at Starbucks KLP where my nose couldn't stop bleeding for a good whole hour and hours after that it slowly stop that freak my manager out. Lets say bleeding out of no where and no reason while reading the partner schedule is like finding out you have brain cancer in a movie. Getting cuts usually hurts at some point but it didn't. I even wash the wound with antiseptic liquid still it didn't hurt. Like its numb. What's happening to me. Its like my brain isn't processing the pain as it should.

Ken has been back for a week now. It's nice having him back home occupying the room again and using the laptop. Its sharing things back again. Kinda need to get use to it cause for the whole 6 months I didn't have to share the laptop or desktop. But yeah. It's really nice having him back home. Though my parents are still the same even though Ken is back. Besides Ken being more tanned and dark. He hasn't change much. His still the with who he is being the Ken he is. Still perasan as ever. But he has the American accent now and he sings weirdly now. He makes that voice when he sings. A voice where you have to hang out with us to know. Cause I can't explain it.

"Perhaps we all give the best of our hearts uncritically to those who hardly think about us in return"

Its true you know the quote above. Cause naive enough I am one of them among who knows how many in the world. It isn't easy trying to be the best you can and try to leave an impression in the lives of your friends and family even just people who you just know. But even though you are trying that doesn't mean people who use it against you or try to make use of it and just treat you just like any other come and go kinda of people. But I guess why people like me still give the best of our hearts cause we know one day somehow we will be thought of and be missed.

"Live each season as it passes. Breathe the air, drink the drink, taste the fruit, but resign yourself to the influences of each."

Should be the way I'm living my life now. Or at least I'm trying to.

Thursday, July 9, 2009, 2:40 AM

Edited

Well, interesting enough. Now there's 2 more suspected cases and so far 4 confirmed cases. Some thinks I'm in denial cause it isn't hitting me as hard as it should. But it is after all just a normal flu. So yeah. Why should it hit me as hard as I think it should when I know for a fact that it is just a normal flu and my family will be alright somewhere in my mind.

I think that this piggy flu is just stupid. Just because it spreads quickly makes it a pandemic? Bah. Whatever it is. I'm still not worried but that doesn't mean I'm in denial.

I'm gonna be home alone without my mom, dad and Ken this coming MONDAY! Does anyone wanna come over? My house is pretty big for me to stay alone! So anyone? I don't mind going out to hang actually and be rebellious! So anyone? Please..? :) Any ideas?

Wednesday, July 8, 2009, 5:44 AM

"T.H. White said: Perhaps we all give the best of our hearts uncritically to those who hardly think about us in return."
One Tree Hill

"Intimacy is a four syllable word for, "Here is my heart and soul, please grind them into hamburger, and enjoy." It's both desired, and feared. Difficult to live with, and impossible to live without. Intimacy also comes attached to the three R's... relatives, romance, and roommates. There are some things you can't escape. And other things you just don't want to know.

I wish there were a rulebook for intimacy. Some kind of guide to tell you when you've crossed the line. It would be nice if you could see it coming, and I don't know how you fit it on a map. You take it where you can get it, and keep it as long as you can. And as for rules, maybe there are none. Maybe the rules of intimacy are something you have to define for yourself."

Grey's Anatomy

, 5:21 AM

Well, first day being home quarantine is pretty boring and I watched Buffy The Vampire Slayer till season 3 now. Now there's 3 confirm cases of piggy flu from Ken's friend. His worried. And for me it still doesn't hit me hard of the face yet. Should I start worrying now? All my family aren't the 666 kid like me. They fall sick from time to time and I don't. Sigh.

Ken isn't feeling all that well. He thinks his coming down with flu and all those stuff. Today, he was running through articles on H1N1 swine flu. And I said, its nothing. Its just a normal flu and he was like no seriously you guys should stay away and all that.

I guess his friend getting swine flu isn't all tat comforting for him. His worried and I can see that. Well is sister on duty for me. All I can do is make him honey water and check on him. He will be fine. We will be fine. I hope...